こんにちは！

最近、よく私の問題を考えていてちょっと悲しいです。

水曜日仕事終わるあとでクラブに行きました。

妹と妹の彼氏と友達に会って、ちょう楽しかったけど。。

金曜日ジョギングをして、好きな人について考えていました。

最近、よく彼について考えている時ちょっと寂しくなりました。この気持ちが大嫌いですけど、どうしようかな。。

「彼はあたしがほんまに好きなんとかあほかの女の人と話すとか彼はあたしのこと思っていますか？」

ああ、めんどくさい思考。。

I finally couldn't stand it and confronted him about it. He seemed really oblivious at first but apologized. It still made me upset, but it was a bit of a relief.

彼は「ええ？もちろんあたしのことと思っていて、それにびっくりプレゼントを買ったあげる」と言いました。


土曜日仕事に午前９時から午後３時まででした。
仕事終わるあとで彼に会って、レストランで飲みに行きました。

I became upset for a little while, but eventually we talked things out. I feel more relieved now and a little less insecure but..I'm still a little worried. I'm happy I got to see what was on my mind though!


I ended up staying the night and leaving early in the morning when he left for work. Honestly, it's so nice having someone by your side at night. I always sleep well with him..

今日は休みです。


安心です。

たくさん寝たり、せんたくしたりしました。

I've also been thinking a lot about my future. I'm starting to get into the university mindset again and trying to budget a little. If I'm careful I should be alright.

I looked into the amount of money I would need to spend on textbooks this semester too...it is about $300.00 alone!
But...it will all work alright.

I need to start gathering supplies though so I'm going to start working on that slowly. I also applied for two jobs on campus and when I return to school I am going to try really hard to find something! I absolutely have to.

明日新しい仕事があります。きんちょうしていますよ！

The lady I do yard work for recommended me to her parent's next door neighbor because she was looking for someone to clean her house.

I'm a bit nervous because I don't know what she expects from me yet and I haven't met her in person. I know I'm more than capable, I'm just not used to cleaning completely solo.

But, I'll do my best and I know things will be fine!

On Tuesday I might hang out with チョン二 and another friend. Wednesday I am going to try to work and Saturday I will definitely work again.

Next week I'll be going out of town for a few days to visit my aunt.

Overall, I'm going to try to work as much as possible and start gathering up supplies.

がんばりますね！

Today was a mix of mostly good things.

I woke up at 5am, made myself some coffee and breakfast. I got to relax a little and talk with my mom before I headed back to Pat's house to work for a few more hours.

I worked from about seven until noon and we got a lot accomplished. I am really happy! The garden is turning out pretty nice.





 

Weeded, mulched and replanted

 

Weeded and Mulched

Dug these up and replanted them along the side

Weeded, Dug up Plants, Replaced with Potted Plants and Set Down 2 Different Stones

She probably could have kept me the whole day again but I wasn't ready to stay there past noon. The next big project is tackling the hedges and the back yard garden by the fence.

It's been so hot these past two days that it's difficult to keep working steadily outside. I'm just sweating and feeling steamy the whole time I work .

However, things are looking really good!

After working I stopped by the bank and then came back home to shower. I had a bit to eat for lunch and then headed out to look for a new purse.

The strap on my old one and the inside was torn very badly. It was a cute but cheap purse.

 I found a simple but cute one at Ross and then picked up a couple groceries since the purse was cheaper than I expected.

This evening I'm thoughtful...very thoughtful.

Tomorrow I work my cleaning job with チョン二 which I'm honestly not looking forward to. Last week it took 7 hours and I felt more stressed out. I have more responsibilities and a bit more work.


I was supposed to hang out with 好きな人　afterwards and bring him back over this way but he finally got his schedule and he works a long shift Sunday.

Honestly, I'm disappointed. It's kinda my stress relief to see him and I was looking forward to it. There is only a couple more weeks left until summer break is over so we both really need to focus on working and saving up money. In that case, I completely understand but I hope we can make a bit more time.

If the weather permits, I might go to the beach with my mom on Sunday morning. On Wednesday I'm working with Pat again too.

I need to start putting some of my money aside for school or I am going to be suffering. It's difficult because I don't make much now and it's not steady. The money I make cleaning condos is enough for two weeks worth of groceries and a bit of gas in the car.


That wipes me clean and when I go back to school I'm going to have to put out so much just to get the first wave of essentials.

Life is expensive!

My summer break is really close to ending and I want to try to spend as much time as I can with my family before I go back. I'm wondering what fall semester is going to be like already..

Like always, I'm just getting used to being at home and now it's time to go.　

On the plus side, I bought a glorious coffee flavor today.

こんばんは～

きのう妹はひまなので、カフェに行きました。

いつも「ファイティン・ラテ」を注文します。

It even had a small espresso bean on the top~

今おなかがついているよ～～