こんにちは！

最近、よく私の問題を考えていてちょっと悲しいです。

水曜日仕事終わるあとでクラブに行きました。

妹と妹の彼氏と友達に会って、ちょう楽しかったけど。。

金曜日ジョギングをして、好きな人について考えていました。

最近、よく彼について考えている時ちょっと寂しくなりました。この気持ちが大嫌いですけど、どうしようかな。。

「彼はあたしがほんまに好きなんとかあほかの女の人と話すとか彼はあたしのこと思っていますか？」

ああ、めんどくさい思考。。

I finally couldn't stand it and confronted him about it. He seemed really oblivious at first but apologized. It still made me upset, but it was a bit of a relief.

彼は「ええ？もちろんあたしのことと思っていて、それにびっくりプレゼントを買ったあげる」と言いました。


土曜日仕事に午前９時から午後３時まででした。
仕事終わるあとで彼に会って、レストランで飲みに行きました。

I became upset for a little while, but eventually we talked things out. I feel more relieved now and a little less insecure but..I'm still a little worried. I'm happy I got to see what was on my mind though!


I ended up staying the night and leaving early in the morning when he left for work. Honestly, it's so nice having someone by your side at night. I always sleep well with him..

今日は休みです。


安心です。

たくさん寝たり、せんたくしたりしました。

I've also been thinking a lot about my future. I'm starting to get into the university mindset again and trying to budget a little. If I'm careful I should be alright.

I looked into the amount of money I would need to spend on textbooks this semester too...it is about $300.00 alone!
But...it will all work alright.

I need to start gathering supplies though so I'm going to start working on that slowly. I also applied for two jobs on campus and when I return to school I am going to try really hard to find something! I absolutely have to.

明日新しい仕事があります。きんちょうしていますよ！

The lady I do yard work for recommended me to her parent's next door neighbor because she was looking for someone to clean her house.

I'm a bit nervous because I don't know what she expects from me yet and I haven't met her in person. I know I'm more than capable, I'm just not used to cleaning completely solo.

But, I'll do my best and I know things will be fine!

On Tuesday I might hang out with チョン二 and another friend. Wednesday I am going to try to work and Saturday I will definitely work again.

Next week I'll be going out of town for a few days to visit my aunt.

Overall, I'm going to try to work as much as possible and start gathering up supplies.

がんばりますね！