Optimism~☆
POSTED ON: 2012年10月13日土曜日 @ 11:21 | 0 comments
☆
おはようございます！
やっぱり週末です！
今週はとてもいそがしかったです。
The biggest decision I made was to put my Social Choice math class on hold.
I have been stressing and worrying about it for a significant amount of time now.
I felt overwhelmed in my other classes and especially overwhelmed in this class.
I finally feel a little more at ease.
最近ミアミの天気はよく、ちょっと風の強いでした。
この天気は大好きです！
It finally feels like "Fall Weather."
This weekend I have a couple tasks that I have to complete.
日本語のスクリプト
「Captain Singleton」
「Medieval Literature」
「日本語の会話Worksheet」
今日は運動したいです！
I want to start working out again regularly and today the weather is really nice for it.
I really shouldn't ignore it!
ラベル: epik high, fall semester, feelings, Japanese, life, math, studies, university
Low Fuel
POSTED ON: 2012年10月9日火曜日 @ 7:11 | 1 comments
おはようございます～
Many things have been happening lately but I haven't been a good blogger..
My energy level has felt so low lately and I have been exercising less...
It's really annoying! I have even felt a little depressed?
The next two months are going to be really busy. I messed up a little with these first midterms but I want to try and straighten things out again.
I had some wonderful surprises for my birthday and really enjoyed the weekend before. I got to visit with my mom, dad and boyfriend.
Speaking of ジョンhe just got another job so now he is working typically 10 hour days. It worries me a bit, because he isn't scheduling himself a day off. I just wonder how long he can last doing that and if I will get much time to talk with him anymore.
I know it is silly~ overall I support him though. He needs the money and it is admirable that he is putting himself into his work. がんばってくださいね！
Thinking like that and thinking of my mom as well as my dad..it makes me feel lousy for feeling tired or burnt out here at school.
I really feel guilty for feeling tired and unmotivated but I can't help it. Am I looking at it the wrong way? I am not sure...
Thankfully, I am feeling a little better today.
I feel more motivated to tackle the day and more optimistic. I feel less sluggish and like I am overwhelmed with work.
Yesterday I had my English midterm and I feel pretty good about it.
For the next few weeks I have a few deadlines and tasks:
o インタビューといとさん １４：００
o インタビューのスクリプトは金曜日が締切りです。
o Begin working on next math section
o Medieval Message board due 10/11 and 10/14
o Japanese midterm project due 10/17
o First Draft of Medieval essay due 11/6
o Test 3 Math 11/07
o First draft of the Eighteenth Century novel final research essay due 11/28
o Final copy of ECN research essay due 12/03
I have to really focus hard. Lately I have also been wondering if it is the right decision to keep schooling in Miami. At first, it was really fun and I wasn't think completely about the amount of money it has taken.
Loans every semester and extra money...
I can't get a job since I go back during most breaks and for the summer. Is it possible to take a break and do some classes online instead?
I am not sure...I don't have much time to consider it either. If I took classes online I wouldn't have to take out loans anymore and would even get money back. However, I would leave all my friends here...and some classes I can't take online for my degree.
I am really not sure...
Do I just tough it out for awhile?
I feel a little at a crossroads...
Lately I have just been thinking a lot.
I need to renenergize myself though and prioritize a little more.
Early Mornin'
POSTED ON: 2012年10月2日火曜日 @ 2:53 | 0 comments
今日は私の誕生日です！
やっぱり２１歳です。
I began celebrating my birthday last week Thursday though.
My sister and I left early morning to go back home. We first met with my dad and had lunch at a hibachi place.
Later on we met ジョン and my sister's friend at Universal Studios at about 17:30.
It was a lot of fun and the houses were pretty creepy! It was really nice to see him again too. I missed him quite a bit.
After the park we went to Denny's then our separate ways. ジョン and I pretty much passed out when we got home.
Friday was really relaxing. We slept in and spoke with my mom for most of the afternoon.
That night my sister had work, my mom made a special dinner for me and some of her co-workers brought over a card as well as some drinks.
The night went pretty well but got a little stressful towards the end. Overall I was really thankful to everyone for the night!
Saturday ジョン got called into work pretty early. I spent the afternoon with my mom and we had a couple drinks. It was pretty relaxing. I also bought a couple pajamas because I really needed them!
Later that night I brought ジョン some leftovers and took the rest of the alcohol we had bought from Friday night.
I mixed a pretty yummy drink that night.
Bacardi Long Island Ice Tea + Passion Fruit Rum + Lemon Carbonated Water
We talked and a drank a lot. I ended up spending the night there.
Sunday went by way too fast. We met my dad on the way back home and had dinner with him. It was really nice getting to see him. He sent me back with a cake, cannoli (delicious) and two bottles of wine.
Monday I felt extremely tired. I slept through my first class and rested up. I need to catch up on studies and get some things done.
My Plans for Today:
Breakfast with レン
Soju and Patbingsu?
Cake and Wine
Start the "Shred."
Study for Japanese
Organize notes for Into to British Novel
I feel pretty happy and content right now. However, I feel a little zoned out. I need to focus a bit more though.
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
Tagboard here, I like shoutmix.com. It can be 100% in width, the height you can put it as whatever. Best if the style is "wide"
Optimism~☆
POSTED ON: 2012年10月13日土曜日 @ 11:21 | 0 comments
☆
おはようございます！
やっぱり週末です！
今週はとてもいそがしかったです。
The biggest decision I made was to put my Social Choice math class on hold.
I have been stressing and worrying about it for a significant amount of time now.
I felt overwhelmed in my other classes and especially overwhelmed in this class.
I finally feel a little more at ease.
最近ミアミの天気はよく、ちょっと風の強いでした。
この天気は大好きです！
It finally feels like "Fall Weather."
This weekend I have a couple tasks that I have to complete.
日本語のスクリプト
「Captain Singleton」
「Medieval Literature」
「日本語の会話Worksheet」
今日は運動したいです！
I want to start working out again regularly and today the weather is really nice for it.
I really shouldn't ignore it!
ラベル: epik high, fall semester, feelings, Japanese, life, math, studies, university
Low Fuel
POSTED ON: 2012年10月9日火曜日 @ 7:11 | 1 comments
おはようございます～
Many things have been happening lately but I haven't been a good blogger..
My energy level has felt so low lately and I have been exercising less...
It's really annoying! I have even felt a little depressed?
The next two months are going to be really busy. I messed up a little with these first midterms but I want to try and straighten things out again.
I had some wonderful surprises for my birthday and really enjoyed the weekend before. I got to visit with my mom, dad and boyfriend.
Speaking of ジョンhe just got another job so now he is working typically 10 hour days. It worries me a bit, because he isn't scheduling himself a day off. I just wonder how long he can last doing that and if I will get much time to talk with him anymore.
I know it is silly~ overall I support him though. He needs the money and it is admirable that he is putting himself into his work. がんばってくださいね！
Thinking like that and thinking of my mom as well as my dad..it makes me feel lousy for feeling tired or burnt out here at school.
I really feel guilty for feeling tired and unmotivated but I can't help it. Am I looking at it the wrong way? I am not sure...
Thankfully, I am feeling a little better today.
I feel more motivated to tackle the day and more optimistic. I feel less sluggish and like I am overwhelmed with work.
Yesterday I had my English midterm and I feel pretty good about it.
For the next few weeks I have a few deadlines and tasks:
o インタビューといとさん １４：００
o インタビューのスクリプトは金曜日が締切りです。
o Begin working on next math section
o Medieval Message board due 10/11 and 10/14
o Japanese midterm project due 10/17
o First Draft of Medieval essay due 11/6
o Test 3 Math 11/07
o First draft of the Eighteenth Century novel final research essay due 11/28
o Final copy of ECN research essay due 12/03
I have to really focus hard. Lately I have also been wondering if it is the right decision to keep schooling in Miami. At first, it was really fun and I wasn't think completely about the amount of money it has taken.
Loans every semester and extra money...
I can't get a job since I go back during most breaks and for the summer. Is it possible to take a break and do some classes online instead?
I am not sure...I don't have much time to consider it either. If I took classes online I wouldn't have to take out loans anymore and would even get money back. However, I would leave all my friends here...and some classes I can't take online for my degree.
I am really not sure...
Do I just tough it out for awhile?
I feel a little at a crossroads...
Lately I have just been thinking a lot.
I need to renenergize myself though and prioritize a little more.
Early Mornin'
POSTED ON: 2012年10月2日火曜日 @ 2:53 | 0 comments
今日は私の誕生日です！
やっぱり２１歳です。
I began celebrating my birthday last week Thursday though.
My sister and I left early morning to go back home. We first met with my dad and had lunch at a hibachi place.
Later on we met ジョン and my sister's friend at Universal Studios at about 17:30.
It was a lot of fun and the houses were pretty creepy! It was really nice to see him again too. I missed him quite a bit.
After the park we went to Denny's then our separate ways. ジョン and I pretty much passed out when we got home.
Friday was really relaxing. We slept in and spoke with my mom for most of the afternoon.
That night my sister had work, my mom made a special dinner for me and some of her co-workers brought over a card as well as some drinks.
The night went pretty well but got a little stressful towards the end. Overall I was really thankful to everyone for the night!
Saturday ジョン got called into work pretty early. I spent the afternoon with my mom and we had a couple drinks. It was pretty relaxing. I also bought a couple pajamas because I really needed them!
Later that night I brought ジョン some leftovers and took the rest of the alcohol we had bought from Friday night.
I mixed a pretty yummy drink that night.
Bacardi Long Island Ice Tea + Passion Fruit Rum + Lemon Carbonated Water
We talked and a drank a lot. I ended up spending the night there.
Sunday went by way too fast. We met my dad on the way back home and had dinner with him. It was really nice getting to see him. He sent me back with a cake, cannoli (delicious) and two bottles of wine.
Monday I felt extremely tired. I slept through my first class and rested up. I need to catch up on studies and get some things done.
My Plans for Today:
Breakfast with レン
Soju and Patbingsu?
Cake and Wine
Start the "Shred."
Study for Japanese
Organize notes for Into to British Novel
I feel pretty happy and content right now. However, I feel a little zoned out. I need to focus a bit more though.
← Older / ♥ back up ♥ / Newer →
