「Fresh New Start」☆
POSTED ON: 2013年10月7日月曜日 @ 0:50 | 0 comments
The past two weeks have been really busy and tiring for me.
In fact, I can't believe how much has happened in the short time I've been back in school.
Is it really a lot? I don't know. Maybe I've just felt a lot of different things or thought so many different things since I started.
This past week it was my birthday and also a week of exams! However, I somehow made it through the exams and really didn't have to sacrifice too much.
I feel pretty good about all of them, except for my Japanese exam Monday.
This week made me realize that Japanese has been stressing me out quite a bit. I was doing fine in the class but I missed quite a few days and I dreaded going. All of my classes require so much attention, so I just thought I need to take out this problem.
I officially dropped it a few minutes ago. It was hard to do but no matter what, it's done now and I have to stick with my decision. Today or Wednesday I'm going to drop by my professor's office and give her a thank you card.
This past weekend was a little chaotic. I met up with Wrenn for a little and had some lunch after my exam on Saturday. Later in the evening I had some drinks and today I just felt very tired.
The older I get, the harder it is to recover from drinking I think. In any case, I think I'm good for quite awhile.
I spoke a lot with James on Saturday night. More and more things begun building up in my mind lately with him. All of these little things were really starting to hurt me.
I now feel, mostly relieved. I got everything out and said everything that was on my mind. It was difficult not to text him today, but I think we both needed the space after talking.
He's going to have an extremely busy week and I want him to do well. He spoke about maybe have dinner tonight so we'll see. At this point, it's okay, he can take his time and finish what he needs to.
This evening I have an exam, my final midterm exam! I want to complete a few pomodoros to prepare for the exam. I might do some laundry too.
I want to feel very confident about the exam tomorrow night.
So, this week is a real fresh start for me. I want to manage my time better and take a little more care of myself.
ラベル: classes, drinking, friends, life, relationships, studies, thoughts, university, お酒, 大学, 勉強, 友達
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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「Fresh New Start」☆
POSTED ON: 2013年10月7日月曜日 @ 0:50 | 0 comments
The past two weeks have been really busy and tiring for me.
In fact, I can't believe how much has happened in the short time I've been back in school.
Is it really a lot? I don't know. Maybe I've just felt a lot of different things or thought so many different things since I started.
This past week it was my birthday and also a week of exams! However, I somehow made it through the exams and really didn't have to sacrifice too much.
I feel pretty good about all of them, except for my Japanese exam Monday.
This week made me realize that Japanese has been stressing me out quite a bit. I was doing fine in the class but I missed quite a few days and I dreaded going. All of my classes require so much attention, so I just thought I need to take out this problem.
I officially dropped it a few minutes ago. It was hard to do but no matter what, it's done now and I have to stick with my decision. Today or Wednesday I'm going to drop by my professor's office and give her a thank you card.
This past weekend was a little chaotic. I met up with Wrenn for a little and had some lunch after my exam on Saturday. Later in the evening I had some drinks and today I just felt very tired.
The older I get, the harder it is to recover from drinking I think. In any case, I think I'm good for quite awhile.
I spoke a lot with James on Saturday night. More and more things begun building up in my mind lately with him. All of these little things were really starting to hurt me.
I now feel, mostly relieved. I got everything out and said everything that was on my mind. It was difficult not to text him today, but I think we both needed the space after talking.
He's going to have an extremely busy week and I want him to do well. He spoke about maybe have dinner tonight so we'll see. At this point, it's okay, he can take his time and finish what he needs to.
This evening I have an exam, my final midterm exam! I want to complete a few pomodoros to prepare for the exam. I might do some laundry too.
I want to feel very confident about the exam tomorrow night.
So, this week is a real fresh start for me. I want to manage my time better and take a little more care of myself.
ラベル: classes, drinking, friends, life, relationships, studies, thoughts, university, お酒, 大学, 勉強, 友達
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