Finally it is summer break again! The past two weeks have been so exhausting.
Between final exams, moving out of the dorm and the drive back home, I have felt like my already low energy was really being tested!
My dad met up with my sister and I around Friday afternoon. I didn't get much sleep Thursday night and opted for packing instead. I studied, slept a little and took my last two exams. I think overall they went pretty well!
I was really tired when we returned home Friday night and passed out before 23:00! That is so crazy early for me but I really needed the sleep. I slept until about noon, in fact.
On Saturday the whole household rested up. Around the evening I went out with my mom to buy some groceries and then made a little dinner for everyone.
During the afternoon I filled out as many job applications as possible. I am really praying that I get a call back this time!
Today, although I went to sleep pretty late I woke up before 7.00am. I had a pot of coffee with my mom and pretty much talked with her all morning into the afternoon. It was really pleasant!
That is definitely one of the things that I missed being at FIU, sharing a cup of coffee with my mom and having early morning conversations with her.
My mom with Rappu san.
We ordered pizza around 14.00 and afterwards I finally unpacked everything to begin doing laundry. It was a complete mess in the back bedroom and now everything is organized. I feel pretty tired again but it might be because of a pain pill I took earlier too.
S
Talking with my mom has helped to organize a couple of my priorities though. I have quite a few goals for this summer!
o Find a full-time job!
- Applied for places on 04/28 & 04/29
o Lose 15 Pounds!
- My ideal weight would be 150 pounds
- Going to join a gym on Monday with my sis
- Hope to start a regular routine!
- I want to look good for Fall semester!
o Buy a New Digital Camera!
- After my first pay check this summer
- Both of my cameras are broken sadly
- I feel bleh without having a camera at the moment
o Have a Sleepover with my lil' Cousin!
- I keep promising her she can visit
- Have a mall and water park day with her!
- Hopefully I can get some money together first
o Buy New Clothes
- After I lose some weight
- Improve my wardrobe a little
- Get some business casual attire and new shoes
o Visiting Grandma!
- Go visit for a little in West Virginia
- See the family
- Make her happy and keep her busy!
- Hopefully get some money together
- Hopefully she can help out a little
o Spend time with my Dad and Step mom
- Help my dad out around the house with painting and such
- Spend time with my step mom and maybe go to Barnes & Noble
- Help alleviate some stress there and have a good time
o Visit with Friends
- Korean food. Orlando. Chunnie. Enough said!
- La Fiesta!
- Dick's House!
o Watch All the Dramas!
- Finish Rooftop Prince
- Finish Ultimate K-Pop Survival
- Star Jaejoong & Lee Jun Ki's new dramas!
- Watch some good horror movies
At the exact moment though I have a few specific goals for this week:
o Buy my mom Mother's Day Gifts! (I have some good ideas..)
Yesterday I had my Japanese final exam which wasn't too bad. I had stayed up pretty late studying for it and followed that up by waking up around 5.00am to study some more.
I was definitely over prepared and I think that the professor was lenient with us (no complaints!)
In the evening I went to see my friend's recital, she sang really beautifully! Afterwards my friend ordered a pizza and we attacked it like we hadn't eaten in years..
We were both so hungry! So, we eat and then I pretty much went into a food coma afterwards. I feel bad for it this morning because my stomach felt upset but it was really good haha.
I woke up at about 3.00am and couldn't go back to sleep. I watched the next episode of Rooftop Prince and also Ultimate K-pop Survival.
Rooftop Prince is so good!! That drama is going to make me crazy, really!! I am enjoying it so much at the moment.
I started packing too, got dressed and cooked a little something to eat.
This past weekend gave me so many things to think about it.
「金曜日」
I decided to go to my Ex's party on Friday night with my sister, roommate and a bunch of friends. I originally wasn't invited and didn't intend to go. It didn't bother me that I wasn't invited, because since everything, he hasn't been on good terms with me at all.
Towards the end of the week last weekend he invited me. I still decided against it but I slowly changed my mind.
Against my better judgement I went. The first half of the night was really good. Overall it was a successful house party. He has a really big beautiful house so I felt worried for him for that.
There was plenty to drink and at least fifty or so people. I mingled, made drinks and overall just hung out with my friends.
Towards the second part of the night everyone acted on emotions. Too much alcohol, some unexpected things.
If I had to say, I am probably in the 20th circle of hell with a couple people right now.
I have so many things on my mind too lately that it has been hard to focus or to sleep properly.
I want to study abroad but thinking of these basic things that are bothering me, I can't even imagine going off to study abroad.
Maybe I need to make a list of all the things that are bothering me lately.
I don't know but my mind has been so heavy.
So, Saturday I rested because Friday I had eaten little, donated blood and went to the party. I was so dehydrated.
Sunday I met up with my friend Jacqi who helped me buy my first SLR camera. We went out to eat and then we worked on the camera a little. It appears that the shutter is already shot and I pretty much got a deal too good to be true.
She is vacationing for a little over the summer but when she gets back she is going to help me sell the camera and get my money back. So, I am relieved that we found out the problem and at the same time very disappointed because my digital camera finally broke too.
I am not used to being without a camera..
Sunday overall was pretty good. In the evening my friends and I went to IHOP to celebrate a friend's birthday.
It was overall pretty fun though even though my mind was up in the clouds through a lot of it.
There is some stuff I just can't forget. I am fighting a little with myself on a couple things right now.
To backtrack a little, on Thursday night my roommate and I went shopping a little. I had forgotten my card and didn't end up buying anything anyways. Although these dresses were pretty, I just tried them on. Apparently this color is really in right now!
Lately my roommate and I have been spending a lot of time together. In fact, we have been exercising a lot more together. Our general routine has become running up one of the parking garages of the school and then running down.
Last night we went with a friend and incorporated running up the stairs, squats and crab walk. It was very tiring but very good too!
On Wednesday I have my Japanese exam so I will probably start studying for that soon. Then Friday I have my last two exams and we are leaving for home.
What am I expecting from the next couple days?
I am not really sure...
Maybe, just peace of mind.
Contentment that I did my best on exams
Contentment with my personal relationships
Contentment with money (securing a job)
Contentment with my families problems situations (try to help and sort out things)
I of all people know that peace of mind isn't found within another person or a circumstance so I really just need to focus my mind.
I feel like I have become too busy minded.
While I really wish and desire certain things will happen, they wont.
I need to stop caring and putting energy into things that don't matter.
Maybe of my basic but biggest problems right now. Ah, don't want to belabor it though!
This week has felt so long. Next week I have most of my exams and then we were leaving on Friday!
Thinking about it now, the semester really went by quickly.
Early Wednesday morning I had also went running with my roommate so I was exhausted by the evening.
Tomorrow I have to go to all my classes but they are pretty much review from 9:00am to 13:00.
Tonight I will go running with my roommate and sis, probably shower and go to bed early. Tomorrow after class I want to watch a little more of K-pop survival and Rooftop Prince. Maybe after we run I will watch them..
Today my head feels really heavy! I feel like I have a million thoughts and things to do.
I feel a little troubled.
In the end, I know that things will work out because they always do, but at this very minute my mind is all over the place.
So, there are basically two more weeks left of classes before Summer break.
04/16 - INR Final Paper Due online 23:59
Japanese Final Interview 11:00
04/18 - Hard Copy INR Paper Due in class 9:00
Japanese Final Skit Due 11:00
Global Learning Lecture 12:00
Final Exam History of Japan 17:00
04/19 - Japan Study Abroad Info Session
04/20 -Final Review Intro to East Asia 12:00
04/25 -Final Exam Japanese09:45
04/27 -International Contemporary Problems Final Exam7:30
Intro to East Asia Final09:45
04/27 MOVING OUT // SUMMER BREAK BEGINS!
Typing everything out it really doesn't seem like that much. In fact, after this paper the spacing in between everything isn't so difficult. I have plenty of time to prepare for my exams next week.
I guess just because I have a lot of my mind I feel slightly sluggish.
Yesterday we spent the whole day filming the final Japanese skit.
I don't even know how to feel about it.
Originally we had a Secret Garden kind of feel to it but now...
I don't think I will come to class that day
Maybe this is how Big Bang felt when they watched their own Secret Garden parody for the first time..
except theirs didn't scare people and ours probably will
I was so tired after filming yesterday, we filmed from about 13:30 to 21:30! I have been resting most of the day.
So, today I finally presented for my Intro to East Asia class. Our topic was やくざ and since it is a very delicate matter, I felt a little nervous.
Overall, I think we did well. I am glad that I don't have to worry about it anymore. However, I am worried that I will receive a "B" in the class instead of an A.
I know I shouldn't complain about that but it really should have been an easy A class to help boost my GPA. I will have to see though.
This weekend I have two main concerns:
My International Contemporary Problems Paper (due Monday!)
Recording the Japanese Language Skit (due Wednesday!)
So, I will take care of these two problems and try to work hard. I feel like there will probably be no sleep on Sunday like usual though..
On Monday I also have my final interview for Japanese! ちょっときんちょうしています。
今日の授業中にふくしゅうをしました。
昨晩もふくしゅうしました。
でも。。ちょっと難しいですよね。。
I am more worried about the final exam though. Some of the grammar is really tricky but I don't have the exam until the final week of classes!
Tuesday I went to the English department for clarification and Wednesday I chose my classes for Fall Semester.
After speaking with the English department I was a little unsure of what to do.
I am about four classes away from having my BA in Asian Studies (basically a semester or two of classes)
I was debating on also trying for a BA in English or if I should just minor.
I decided to try and major in it. I also am hoping to get into the Study Abroad Program for Spring semester.
So Fall I am taking:
Japanese Intermediate Conversation (instead of Japanese 5 because Sensei recommended it)
MGF 1107
Development of the Novel in the 17th century
Medieval Studies Literature
Can you tell what my English classes are?
....
I am not sure how I feel about them yet. Tonight I am maybe going out with some friends to eat before the semester is over too.
This weekend I wanted to be a little busier and instead I slept a lot today!
Friday night I couldn't sleep. I spent some time with my friends, then spoke with my sister and just played on the computer for most of the night.
There is a new frozen dessert machine in the little convenience store at the school. They have ice cream flavors and fruit flavors. I tried a strawberry and banana that was really good.
We joked about coming there in the late night after the gym now that we know how good they are!
Yesterday I mostly slept. Really, I slept in very late! I woke up and did a cardio workout that pretty much kicked my butt! My legs are pretty tired from it although it is nearly under 20 minutes.
I am going to shoot for it again today and probably Tuesday.
In the evening my sister and I met up to go out eat. My friend Jennifer also tagged along.
The Sushi was really delicious and well priced! Another great thing about this place is that it is open very late into the night (1-2am typically)
I ordered Thai Coffee for the first time and enjoyed it despite the strong/unique taste!
Today I have a lot of work to do and some cooking to do. I am coming down to the last bit of things in my cupboard and my meals have been pretty similar lately in the dorms.
(brown rice & vegetables, vegetable broth and brown rice, hon dashi and brown rice, etc..)
I am trying to use up everything since it is near the end of the semester and I wont need to bring it back home.
In other aspects, I heard somethings today that really bothered me. At first, I had all kinds of thoughts like..
Am I difficult to be around?
How can someone think so negatively?
I created this huge problem..
etc...etc..
Then, upon hearing more I felt frustrated. Truly and sincerely frustrated. Then, it hit me suddenly, the solution.
I think there has been a case of my kindness being taken advantage of. I was searching the internet for one quote that could completely explain how I feel but there isn't one. In reality, this thing kind of hit me at the core for two reasons: I am being played as a fool and I can't respond directly to the person.
It bothers me, really. But, after thinking a lot I am just going to shrug it off. No sense in making more trouble when it is obvious that I don't need this person in my life.
I really love this drama! In fact, none of Yoochun's previous dramas have disappointed me!
Synopsis: A prince from the Joseon era, Lee Gak, is catapulted 300 years forward into the future in Seoul 2012 with his entourage, which includes Song Man Bo, Do Chi San and Woo Young Sul, when he tries to investigate the suspicious circumstances which surround the death of the girl he loved. In the present, he finds a girl who looks exactly like his beloved crown princess...(drama addicts)
Before this morning I hadn't looked at the kanji for the quiz today at all.
It really just slipped my mind, I thought it was next week for some reason.
Although I have only been studying for a few hours, I feel like I already have most of them memorized.
I guess now I could properly tell the professor..(since we learned the grammar for it)
「どうして漢字のクイズを勉強しませんか。」
「ユチョンニの新しいドラマを見てすみませんでした。」
「。。。」
I am seriously in love with this drama! In fact, my next post will be about it!
So,今せんたくして、ちょっと漢字を勉強しています。晩御飯も作りました。
6時にジムに行きたいんです。
今週末発表を作って、たくさん勉強する予定です。
I have to study for a couple subjects and prepare presentations for next week.
Even though it is a lot of work, I don't feel too worried just yet. Maybe that is a problem...
Today, even though I have thought about it before..I strongly felt like "I want to work hard and make money for my parents."
Like, especially my mom. I wish she didn't have to work like she does. I feel the same as my father however but he just seems more capable than my mom.
I want to be strong for everyone, just, make everything right for everyone that has problems. I know it isn't possible, but I would carry people's problems if they let me. (and most of the time I do).
So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
Tagboard here, I like shoutmix.com. It can be 100% in width, the height you can put it as whatever. Best if the style is "wide"
Finally it is summer break again! The past two weeks have been so exhausting.
Between final exams, moving out of the dorm and the drive back home, I have felt like my already low energy was really being tested!
My dad met up with my sister and I around Friday afternoon. I didn't get much sleep Thursday night and opted for packing instead. I studied, slept a little and took my last two exams. I think overall they went pretty well!
I was really tired when we returned home Friday night and passed out before 23:00! That is so crazy early for me but I really needed the sleep. I slept until about noon, in fact.
On Saturday the whole household rested up. Around the evening I went out with my mom to buy some groceries and then made a little dinner for everyone.
During the afternoon I filled out as many job applications as possible. I am really praying that I get a call back this time!
Today, although I went to sleep pretty late I woke up before 7.00am. I had a pot of coffee with my mom and pretty much talked with her all morning into the afternoon. It was really pleasant!
That is definitely one of the things that I missed being at FIU, sharing a cup of coffee with my mom and having early morning conversations with her.
My mom with Rappu san.
We ordered pizza around 14.00 and afterwards I finally unpacked everything to begin doing laundry. It was a complete mess in the back bedroom and now everything is organized. I feel pretty tired again but it might be because of a pain pill I took earlier too.
S
Talking with my mom has helped to organize a couple of my priorities though. I have quite a few goals for this summer!
o Find a full-time job!
- Applied for places on 04/28 & 04/29
o Lose 15 Pounds!
- My ideal weight would be 150 pounds
- Going to join a gym on Monday with my sis
- Hope to start a regular routine!
- I want to look good for Fall semester!
o Buy a New Digital Camera!
- After my first pay check this summer
- Both of my cameras are broken sadly
- I feel bleh without having a camera at the moment
o Have a Sleepover with my lil' Cousin!
- I keep promising her she can visit
- Have a mall and water park day with her!
- Hopefully I can get some money together first
o Buy New Clothes
- After I lose some weight
- Improve my wardrobe a little
- Get some business casual attire and new shoes
o Visiting Grandma!
- Go visit for a little in West Virginia
- See the family
- Make her happy and keep her busy!
- Hopefully get some money together
- Hopefully she can help out a little
o Spend time with my Dad and Step mom
- Help my dad out around the house with painting and such
- Spend time with my step mom and maybe go to Barnes & Noble
- Help alleviate some stress there and have a good time
o Visit with Friends
- Korean food. Orlando. Chunnie. Enough said!
- La Fiesta!
- Dick's House!
o Watch All the Dramas!
- Finish Rooftop Prince
- Finish Ultimate K-Pop Survival
- Star Jaejoong & Lee Jun Ki's new dramas!
- Watch some good horror movies
At the exact moment though I have a few specific goals for this week:
o Buy my mom Mother's Day Gifts! (I have some good ideas..)
Yesterday I had my Japanese final exam which wasn't too bad. I had stayed up pretty late studying for it and followed that up by waking up around 5.00am to study some more.
I was definitely over prepared and I think that the professor was lenient with us (no complaints!)
In the evening I went to see my friend's recital, she sang really beautifully! Afterwards my friend ordered a pizza and we attacked it like we hadn't eaten in years..
We were both so hungry! So, we eat and then I pretty much went into a food coma afterwards. I feel bad for it this morning because my stomach felt upset but it was really good haha.
I woke up at about 3.00am and couldn't go back to sleep. I watched the next episode of Rooftop Prince and also Ultimate K-pop Survival.
Rooftop Prince is so good!! That drama is going to make me crazy, really!! I am enjoying it so much at the moment.
I started packing too, got dressed and cooked a little something to eat.
This past weekend gave me so many things to think about it.
「金曜日」
I decided to go to my Ex's party on Friday night with my sister, roommate and a bunch of friends. I originally wasn't invited and didn't intend to go. It didn't bother me that I wasn't invited, because since everything, he hasn't been on good terms with me at all.
Towards the end of the week last weekend he invited me. I still decided against it but I slowly changed my mind.
Against my better judgement I went. The first half of the night was really good. Overall it was a successful house party. He has a really big beautiful house so I felt worried for him for that.
There was plenty to drink and at least fifty or so people. I mingled, made drinks and overall just hung out with my friends.
Towards the second part of the night everyone acted on emotions. Too much alcohol, some unexpected things.
If I had to say, I am probably in the 20th circle of hell with a couple people right now.
I have so many things on my mind too lately that it has been hard to focus or to sleep properly.
I want to study abroad but thinking of these basic things that are bothering me, I can't even imagine going off to study abroad.
Maybe I need to make a list of all the things that are bothering me lately.
I don't know but my mind has been so heavy.
So, Saturday I rested because Friday I had eaten little, donated blood and went to the party. I was so dehydrated.
Sunday I met up with my friend Jacqi who helped me buy my first SLR camera. We went out to eat and then we worked on the camera a little. It appears that the shutter is already shot and I pretty much got a deal too good to be true.
She is vacationing for a little over the summer but when she gets back she is going to help me sell the camera and get my money back. So, I am relieved that we found out the problem and at the same time very disappointed because my digital camera finally broke too.
I am not used to being without a camera..
Sunday overall was pretty good. In the evening my friends and I went to IHOP to celebrate a friend's birthday.
It was overall pretty fun though even though my mind was up in the clouds through a lot of it.
There is some stuff I just can't forget. I am fighting a little with myself on a couple things right now.
To backtrack a little, on Thursday night my roommate and I went shopping a little. I had forgotten my card and didn't end up buying anything anyways. Although these dresses were pretty, I just tried them on. Apparently this color is really in right now!
Lately my roommate and I have been spending a lot of time together. In fact, we have been exercising a lot more together. Our general routine has become running up one of the parking garages of the school and then running down.
Last night we went with a friend and incorporated running up the stairs, squats and crab walk. It was very tiring but very good too!
On Wednesday I have my Japanese exam so I will probably start studying for that soon. Then Friday I have my last two exams and we are leaving for home.
What am I expecting from the next couple days?
I am not really sure...
Maybe, just peace of mind.
Contentment that I did my best on exams
Contentment with my personal relationships
Contentment with money (securing a job)
Contentment with my families problems situations (try to help and sort out things)
I of all people know that peace of mind isn't found within another person or a circumstance so I really just need to focus my mind.
I feel like I have become too busy minded.
While I really wish and desire certain things will happen, they wont.
I need to stop caring and putting energy into things that don't matter.
Maybe of my basic but biggest problems right now. Ah, don't want to belabor it though!
This week has felt so long. Next week I have most of my exams and then we were leaving on Friday!
Thinking about it now, the semester really went by quickly.
Early Wednesday morning I had also went running with my roommate so I was exhausted by the evening.
Tomorrow I have to go to all my classes but they are pretty much review from 9:00am to 13:00.
Tonight I will go running with my roommate and sis, probably shower and go to bed early. Tomorrow after class I want to watch a little more of K-pop survival and Rooftop Prince. Maybe after we run I will watch them..
Today my head feels really heavy! I feel like I have a million thoughts and things to do.
I feel a little troubled.
In the end, I know that things will work out because they always do, but at this very minute my mind is all over the place.
So, there are basically two more weeks left of classes before Summer break.
04/16 - INR Final Paper Due online 23:59
Japanese Final Interview 11:00
04/18 - Hard Copy INR Paper Due in class 9:00
Japanese Final Skit Due 11:00
Global Learning Lecture 12:00
Final Exam History of Japan 17:00
04/19 - Japan Study Abroad Info Session
04/20 -Final Review Intro to East Asia 12:00
04/25 -Final Exam Japanese09:45
04/27 -International Contemporary Problems Final Exam7:30
Intro to East Asia Final09:45
04/27 MOVING OUT // SUMMER BREAK BEGINS!
Typing everything out it really doesn't seem like that much. In fact, after this paper the spacing in between everything isn't so difficult. I have plenty of time to prepare for my exams next week.
I guess just because I have a lot of my mind I feel slightly sluggish.
Yesterday we spent the whole day filming the final Japanese skit.
I don't even know how to feel about it.
Originally we had a Secret Garden kind of feel to it but now...
I don't think I will come to class that day
Maybe this is how Big Bang felt when they watched their own Secret Garden parody for the first time..
except theirs didn't scare people and ours probably will
I was so tired after filming yesterday, we filmed from about 13:30 to 21:30! I have been resting most of the day.
So, today I finally presented for my Intro to East Asia class. Our topic was やくざ and since it is a very delicate matter, I felt a little nervous.
Overall, I think we did well. I am glad that I don't have to worry about it anymore. However, I am worried that I will receive a "B" in the class instead of an A.
I know I shouldn't complain about that but it really should have been an easy A class to help boost my GPA. I will have to see though.
This weekend I have two main concerns:
My International Contemporary Problems Paper (due Monday!)
Recording the Japanese Language Skit (due Wednesday!)
So, I will take care of these two problems and try to work hard. I feel like there will probably be no sleep on Sunday like usual though..
On Monday I also have my final interview for Japanese! ちょっときんちょうしています。
今日の授業中にふくしゅうをしました。
昨晩もふくしゅうしました。
でも。。ちょっと難しいですよね。。
I am more worried about the final exam though. Some of the grammar is really tricky but I don't have the exam until the final week of classes!
Tuesday I went to the English department for clarification and Wednesday I chose my classes for Fall Semester.
After speaking with the English department I was a little unsure of what to do.
I am about four classes away from having my BA in Asian Studies (basically a semester or two of classes)
I was debating on also trying for a BA in English or if I should just minor.
I decided to try and major in it. I also am hoping to get into the Study Abroad Program for Spring semester.
So Fall I am taking:
Japanese Intermediate Conversation (instead of Japanese 5 because Sensei recommended it)
MGF 1107
Development of the Novel in the 17th century
Medieval Studies Literature
Can you tell what my English classes are?
....
I am not sure how I feel about them yet. Tonight I am maybe going out with some friends to eat before the semester is over too.
This weekend I wanted to be a little busier and instead I slept a lot today!
Friday night I couldn't sleep. I spent some time with my friends, then spoke with my sister and just played on the computer for most of the night.
There is a new frozen dessert machine in the little convenience store at the school. They have ice cream flavors and fruit flavors. I tried a strawberry and banana that was really good.
We joked about coming there in the late night after the gym now that we know how good they are!
Yesterday I mostly slept. Really, I slept in very late! I woke up and did a cardio workout that pretty much kicked my butt! My legs are pretty tired from it although it is nearly under 20 minutes.
I am going to shoot for it again today and probably Tuesday.
In the evening my sister and I met up to go out eat. My friend Jennifer also tagged along.
The Sushi was really delicious and well priced! Another great thing about this place is that it is open very late into the night (1-2am typically)
I ordered Thai Coffee for the first time and enjoyed it despite the strong/unique taste!
Today I have a lot of work to do and some cooking to do. I am coming down to the last bit of things in my cupboard and my meals have been pretty similar lately in the dorms.
(brown rice & vegetables, vegetable broth and brown rice, hon dashi and brown rice, etc..)
I am trying to use up everything since it is near the end of the semester and I wont need to bring it back home.
In other aspects, I heard somethings today that really bothered me. At first, I had all kinds of thoughts like..
Am I difficult to be around?
How can someone think so negatively?
I created this huge problem..
etc...etc..
Then, upon hearing more I felt frustrated. Truly and sincerely frustrated. Then, it hit me suddenly, the solution.
I think there has been a case of my kindness being taken advantage of. I was searching the internet for one quote that could completely explain how I feel but there isn't one. In reality, this thing kind of hit me at the core for two reasons: I am being played as a fool and I can't respond directly to the person.
It bothers me, really. But, after thinking a lot I am just going to shrug it off. No sense in making more trouble when it is obvious that I don't need this person in my life.
I really love this drama! In fact, none of Yoochun's previous dramas have disappointed me!
Synopsis: A prince from the Joseon era, Lee Gak, is catapulted 300 years forward into the future in Seoul 2012 with his entourage, which includes Song Man Bo, Do Chi San and Woo Young Sul, when he tries to investigate the suspicious circumstances which surround the death of the girl he loved. In the present, he finds a girl who looks exactly like his beloved crown princess...(drama addicts)
Before this morning I hadn't looked at the kanji for the quiz today at all.
It really just slipped my mind, I thought it was next week for some reason.
Although I have only been studying for a few hours, I feel like I already have most of them memorized.
I guess now I could properly tell the professor..(since we learned the grammar for it)
「どうして漢字のクイズを勉強しませんか。」
「ユチョンニの新しいドラマを見てすみませんでした。」
「。。。」
I am seriously in love with this drama! In fact, my next post will be about it!
So,今せんたくして、ちょっと漢字を勉強しています。晩御飯も作りました。
6時にジムに行きたいんです。
今週末発表を作って、たくさん勉強する予定です。
I have to study for a couple subjects and prepare presentations for next week.
Even though it is a lot of work, I don't feel too worried just yet. Maybe that is a problem...
Today, even though I have thought about it before..I strongly felt like "I want to work hard and make money for my parents."
Like, especially my mom. I wish she didn't have to work like she does. I feel the same as my father however but he just seems more capable than my mom.
I want to be strong for everyone, just, make everything right for everyone that has problems. I know it isn't possible, but I would carry people's problems if they let me. (and most of the time I do).