「がまん」☆
POSTED ON: 2013年8月10日土曜日 @ 1:59 | 0 comments
I'm just going to post a small update for this morning.
Actually, I should be asleep!
So, the past few weeks have been a little rough. I usually like to blog about the happy stuff with a lot of photos and something new to talk about.
I have a little over two weeks left until school begins and I feel like so much has been happening!
I've spent some time in Orlando, I've worked a little and there have been quite a few problems at home.
I feel like my money just comes and goes so quickly. It's partially my fault, partially responsibilities at home to help out my family.
I feel stuck in the middle sometimes and a little helpless.
This week I was supposed to work a little with Pat but it kept getting cancelled which had me sitting around a lot and thinking!
On Wednesday I had promised my mother's friend to go to our small water park here. She had free tickets and it was her birthday. I had a pretty good time and I didn't really burn at all which is great!
Thursday work was cancelled again so I stayed inside and cleaned up the house. Yesterday I stayed around the house as well and slept.
Staying inside so much really started taking a toll on me. I wanted to eat more and just sleep. I feel very thoughtful and kind of irritable.
So, I tried to make a couple plans but they didn't end up working out. Instead I went for a jog to clear my head. In the end, that was the best decision. I felt a lot more relieved and less irritated.
I realize it really bothers me when I don't have something to focus on, especially when there's a lot of difficult stuff going on.
So, for the last two weeks I'm going to try to keep as busy as possible (even on days when I don't work or clean). I have to keep my mind preoccupied.
I got a little over 4 miles in today and kept going until my leg hurt. It was really beautiful out!
I have a bit of a schedule for the next two weeks already. My top priority is fitting in as much work as possible.
I'm trying to prioritize and think of these things first. I really wish I would have saved up more this summer..but, I had fun.
Tonight I'll be using my worry dolls though. So much stuff going on. I know it will all clear up.
Saturday 08/10 - Cleaning Job $100
Sunday 08/11 - Exercise, Relax and maybe pick up some school stuff
Monday 08/12 - Work with Pat, exercise $80
Tuesday 08/13 - Work with Pat? (exercise in the morning)
Wednesday 08/14 - Money comes in, school shopping
Thursday 08/15 - Work with Deb $100
Friday 08/16 - Work with Deb $100
Saturday 08/17 - Cleaning Job $100
Sunday 08/18 - Wednesday 08/21 - Fort Pierce Trip
Thursday 08/22 - Organize Everything, Shop, Spend Time with Family
Friday 08/23 - Organize Everything, Go to Dad's House
Saturday 08/24 - Move into the New Dorm
Monday 08/26 - School Begins! Ahhh!
ラベル: family, fitness, friends, goals, lazy, life, money, relationship, thoughts, work
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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「がまん」☆
POSTED ON: 2013年8月10日土曜日 @ 1:59 | 0 comments
I'm just going to post a small update for this morning.
Actually, I should be asleep!
So, the past few weeks have been a little rough. I usually like to blog about the happy stuff with a lot of photos and something new to talk about.
I have a little over two weeks left until school begins and I feel like so much has been happening!
I've spent some time in Orlando, I've worked a little and there have been quite a few problems at home.
I feel like my money just comes and goes so quickly. It's partially my fault, partially responsibilities at home to help out my family.
I feel stuck in the middle sometimes and a little helpless.
This week I was supposed to work a little with Pat but it kept getting cancelled which had me sitting around a lot and thinking!
On Wednesday I had promised my mother's friend to go to our small water park here. She had free tickets and it was her birthday. I had a pretty good time and I didn't really burn at all which is great!
Thursday work was cancelled again so I stayed inside and cleaned up the house. Yesterday I stayed around the house as well and slept.
Staying inside so much really started taking a toll on me. I wanted to eat more and just sleep. I feel very thoughtful and kind of irritable.
So, I tried to make a couple plans but they didn't end up working out. Instead I went for a jog to clear my head. In the end, that was the best decision. I felt a lot more relieved and less irritated.
I realize it really bothers me when I don't have something to focus on, especially when there's a lot of difficult stuff going on.
So, for the last two weeks I'm going to try to keep as busy as possible (even on days when I don't work or clean). I have to keep my mind preoccupied.
I got a little over 4 miles in today and kept going until my leg hurt. It was really beautiful out!
I have a bit of a schedule for the next two weeks already. My top priority is fitting in as much work as possible.
I'm trying to prioritize and think of these things first. I really wish I would have saved up more this summer..but, I had fun.
Tonight I'll be using my worry dolls though. So much stuff going on. I know it will all clear up.
Saturday 08/10 - Cleaning Job $100
Sunday 08/11 - Exercise, Relax and maybe pick up some school stuff
Monday 08/12 - Work with Pat, exercise $80
Tuesday 08/13 - Work with Pat? (exercise in the morning)
Wednesday 08/14 - Money comes in, school shopping
Thursday 08/15 - Work with Deb $100
Friday 08/16 - Work with Deb $100
Saturday 08/17 - Cleaning Job $100
Sunday 08/18 - Wednesday 08/21 - Fort Pierce Trip
Thursday 08/22 - Organize Everything, Shop, Spend Time with Family
Friday 08/23 - Organize Everything, Go to Dad's House
Saturday 08/24 - Move into the New Dorm
Monday 08/26 - School Begins! Ahhh!
ラベル: family, fitness, friends, goals, lazy, life, money, relationship, thoughts, work
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