Lately I have just been very tired and hungry!

It is a terrible combination.

Although I have a lot of things on my mind, I feel a little more relieved than the last time I blogged.

Over the weekend I spoke to ジョン which helped to relieve my mind a bit. We discussed about this week and the original plans for my birthday.

A lot of things have been happening and changing so I was worried about telling him my thoughts lately. He was very flexible though and that really made me feel better.

I need to prioritize and not sleep away the things that I need to face or attend to. I tend to get that way when I feel overwhelmed..I just sleep a lot. I feel mentally tired so I feel physically exhausted.

Now I am watching Looney Toons and taking a break from some of my assignments.

The weekend wasn't too productive but Sunday was. I got a lot of work done and I plan on continuing with that pattern for the rest of the day. 

I slept so much yesterday during the day that I feel pretty awake and motivated now to get some stuff done. Might as well not waste that energy.

I have two big worries right now...

Financial & Family.

My Grandmother apparently is very sick and my mom just messaged me about needing to make a trip to see her soon. She lives up state and I know my mom doesn't have the money to go see her. Set aside from the money, I also know that my mom must be pretty upset right now too.

I had a pretty strange coincidence this morning too. I turned on the tv and got caught up watching a black and white movie. It just looked interesting so I kept watching. The wife's name in it was Doris, my grandmother's name and I just thought it was a really strange coincidence.

Doris isn't a common name at all, you know? 

Financially a lot has happened. I feel like I am being stretched pretty thin and I feel helpless because I am not in the position to get a job. 

I am also quite worried about my dad because he is dealing with a lot right now too. It all makes me feel selfish for feeling upset about anything that is going on with me.

I feel content, maybe because I am thinking a little clearer and I don't have a migraine anymore. The past few days I haven't physically been in top shape either.

I am pleased though because I have been pretty productive and have a couple plans for today than will help everything smooth out.

おはようございます！

早い朝ジョンに着きました。三時ぐらいに着きました。

日曜日、私はつかれて、ちょっと眠いですが今日はぜんぜん寝ませんよ！

まじで。。

ジョンに会ったから「Denny's」を食べに行きました。

The moment we came back I became really awake again! Laying down and talking I felt really comfortable but after about two hours I realized I wasn't tired!!

めんどくさいね。。。

やっぱりリビンぐでテレビに見ました。ちょっと運動しました。。

眠くになりますから。。

でも。。まだ寝ません。

Today I have two classes and I prepared enough so that I am caught up with my work.

At 9 I am going to get dressed and maybe go grab a coffee, then study for Japanese or math a little. I figure I will give ジョン a little time to sleep since he had a long day yesterday.

Tonight I am going to be so tired!!

I am looking forward to spending time with him though. とても嬉しいです！

おはようございます！

この朝早い起きまして、運動のビデオをしました。

強く感じました！

最近とても疲れていますが、今日は元気です！

夜数学のテストがあります。一日中に勉強したいです。

ちょっときんちょうしています。。

日本語会話クラスの前に、ちょっと宿題をして、朝ごはんを作って、勉強します。

Although there has been a lot of my mind lately, today I genuinely feel good. A little sleepy now but I am ready to tackle the day!

I also really feel like cooking! I would like to go to the Asian Market and pick up a couple groceries..

今日、たぶん行かない。。明日行きました！

I am also thinking about the weekend as well. I have to plan a little since ジョン will visit.

I really need to focus over the next couple weeks! I really want to improve my GPA and study harder than in the past. I need to spend more time studying!!

がんばりますね！！

この学期はちょっと変そうです。。

This semester seems a little strange..

I don't know exactly what it is but everything feels a little different.

Is it classes? Friends? My relationship? Natural changes?

Hm..really, I am not very confident about the answer!

朝はほんとうに起きたくないよ！

This morning I really didn't want to wake up!!

 I started a 30-day exercise video set ファイト！

　ジョン is coming to visit soon

 Halloween Horror Nights at the end of the month

 Keeping up with my studies!

 Money Money Money!

Hmm...just some of the thoughts in my mind. I feel like my mind is all over the place and I don't have my normal energy.

It is bothering me!

Of course I will do my best!


Today I have a couple goals: 

o Have a good Breakfast/Lunch

o Study for Math

o Call some of my family

o Finish Beowulf

o Read more of Oroonoko

o Study for Japanese

o Do laundry

o Go to Walmart or Publix! (I need groceries!!)

In the meantime, I want to make a small shout out to チョンに　because she seems to be having an awesome time in Korea right now!!　Hope you are safe and having an awesome time!

羨ましいね！！　ヶヶヶ

こんにちは～

いいね～！

韓国人の友達はプレゼントをくれました。

The first week of classes went pretty well too!

However, by the weekend there was a hurricane alert!!

My sister and I decided to go home for that weekend since classes were cancelled on Monday. 

It was a nice weekend home but the drive feels really long!

I spent a lot of time with ジョン and met his new roommate who was pretty nice.

I got to see my mom too and spend a little time with her. 

In the end, we stayed until late Tuesday night since my class had coincidentally been cancelled that morning.

This second week went by really fast!

In fact, I can't believe it is already Sunday!

Goals? Plans? Thoughts about things lately?

Well, one of the biggest things that has happened has been starting a new relationship.

So! I think I am going to head to the gym now and then come back, take a shower and start the endless piles of homework.