こんにちは～

It's Wednesday afternoon and I expected to be working a little today with Pat.

Since it's been rainy all week, we decided to cancel and shoot for Friday instead.

Today I had a couple things I had to take care of and I didn't sleep too well last night to be honest.

Last week was a little too emotional and chaotic. I was excited and looking forward to a nice weekend alone with 好きな人。

It might be too soon to say or feel this way, but the more we hang out, the more comfortable I am with him. The more I feel like our relationship is getting a bit better.

This weekend particularly he was so sweet and considerate. I worked Saturday afternoon and then headed over there in the evening.

 I was greeted with ca phe sua da which is a really nice Vietnamese Iced Coffee. Coffee is a very quick and easy way to my heart.

We hung out for a bit then went to go see World War Z, however, we missed it two times and ended up going to a 22:00 showing of it.

To waste some time we went to this really nice sushi restaurant called "Kabooki." 好きな人 had mentioned it before and said he wanted to take me so I was interested to check it out.

I really have no complaints about this restaurant. The staff was super friendly and the sushi very good. Eventually we went over to see the movie. It ended up being pretty good. When we got back he made me some dinner and we had drank a bit of wine. I was a little drunk by then and started getting sleepy.

As silly as it sounds, I just distinctly remember him calling me "sweetie" and I thought it was really cute. He has such an affection side that I am getting to slowly see.

Sunday we slept in most of the day and I decided to stay until the next morning. Honestly, like always, I wanted to stay longer and that feeling was mutual. I was getting used to his company. 

We watched the final Matrix movie and most of the Animatrix. We tried different coffee and he made this pretty tasty ice cream coffee shake.

It was pretty rainy all day so it just furthered the thought that I'd stay longer. We watched Twilight Zone, played a little of "The Last of Us" and also beat the game "Journey."

Towards the early morning I was getting very tired. He made me some mint chocolate chip coffee and I left at 7:00am.

I always feel so drained after I leave but I always have a really nice time.

Monday I relaxed most of the day and Tuesday I was supposed to go to my dad's house. In the evening though, I went out and played pool until pretty late.

It's not worth getting into but I pissed some people off and the next morning irresponsibly stayed in. I apologized to my dad today, because I was being so defensive the day before.

Somehow and I'm still a little weary about it, I lost 40 dollars in the last two days. At first I was upset, but it's not the worst thing in the world, even if I'm pretty financially strapped right now.

I'll work on Friday and Saturday so I'll be in a better position then.

Today I cleaned up the house, took my mom's car to get some work done on it and hung out a little with my sister.

Tonight I'm supposed to have a drink with a friend and watch some horror movies.

Honestly, I think I'm feeling a little burnt out. My summer has been far from slow. Almost every day I'm going out, have company, or am working a bit. 

So far, I'm not sure what I'll do with my weekend. Sunday, my ex asked me to meet up with him so we could talk. I don't honestly have anything to say to him but I don't want to be rude either.

I guess he's trying to find his own closure or prove he's doing fine without me. I've emotionally moved on completely and had done so even before we broke up...

So, I'm not sure what I will do just yet. It all depends. Tomorrow I'm going to a cook out for the Fourth of July that my boss is having.  I think it should be pretty nice. Free food, drinks and fireworks!

Right now, I have somethings on my mind. Physically I haven't felt too well lately. I need to start exercising again too.

Something not important, I miss him. I actually miss him this time. I wonder what he's doing but I don't have anything interesting to say to him. I don't want to crowd him either.

I am also hungry. Is it time to meet up yet?