Low Fuel
POSTED ON: 2012年10月9日火曜日 @ 7:11 | 1 comments
おはようございます～
Many things have been happening lately but I haven't been a good blogger..
My energy level has felt so low lately and I have been exercising less...
It's really annoying! I have even felt a little depressed?
The next two months are going to be really busy. I messed up a little with these first midterms but I want to try and straighten things out again.
I had some wonderful surprises for my birthday and really enjoyed the weekend before. I got to visit with my mom, dad and boyfriend.
Speaking of ジョンhe just got another job so now he is working typically 10 hour days. It worries me a bit, because he isn't scheduling himself a day off. I just wonder how long he can last doing that and if I will get much time to talk with him anymore.
I know it is silly~ overall I support him though. He needs the money and it is admirable that he is putting himself into his work. がんばってくださいね！
Thinking like that and thinking of my mom as well as my dad..it makes me feel lousy for feeling tired or burnt out here at school.
I really feel guilty for feeling tired and unmotivated but I can't help it. Am I looking at it the wrong way? I am not sure...
Thankfully, I am feeling a little better today.
I feel more motivated to tackle the day and more optimistic. I feel less sluggish and like I am overwhelmed with work.
Yesterday I had my English midterm and I feel pretty good about it.
For the next few weeks I have a few deadlines and tasks:
o インタビューといとさん １４：００
o インタビューのスクリプトは金曜日が締切りです。
o Begin working on next math section
o Medieval Message board due 10/11 and 10/14
o Japanese midterm project due 10/17
o First Draft of Medieval essay due 11/6
o Test 3 Math 11/07
o First draft of the Eighteenth Century novel final research essay due 11/28
o Final copy of ECN research essay due 12/03
I have to really focus hard. Lately I have also been wondering if it is the right decision to keep schooling in Miami. At first, it was really fun and I wasn't think completely about the amount of money it has taken.
Loans every semester and extra money...
I can't get a job since I go back during most breaks and for the summer. Is it possible to take a break and do some classes online instead?
I am not sure...I don't have much time to consider it either. If I took classes online I wouldn't have to take out loans anymore and would even get money back. However, I would leave all my friends here...and some classes I can't take online for my degree.
I am really not sure...
Do I just tough it out for awhile?
I feel a little at a crossroads...
Lately I have just been thinking a lot.
I need to renenergize myself though and prioritize a little more.
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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Low Fuel
POSTED ON: 2012年10月9日火曜日 @ 7:11 | 1 comments
おはようございます～
Many things have been happening lately but I haven't been a good blogger..
My energy level has felt so low lately and I have been exercising less...
It's really annoying! I have even felt a little depressed?
The next two months are going to be really busy. I messed up a little with these first midterms but I want to try and straighten things out again.
I had some wonderful surprises for my birthday and really enjoyed the weekend before. I got to visit with my mom, dad and boyfriend.
Speaking of ジョンhe just got another job so now he is working typically 10 hour days. It worries me a bit, because he isn't scheduling himself a day off. I just wonder how long he can last doing that and if I will get much time to talk with him anymore.
I know it is silly~ overall I support him though. He needs the money and it is admirable that he is putting himself into his work. がんばってくださいね！
Thinking like that and thinking of my mom as well as my dad..it makes me feel lousy for feeling tired or burnt out here at school.
I really feel guilty for feeling tired and unmotivated but I can't help it. Am I looking at it the wrong way? I am not sure...
Thankfully, I am feeling a little better today.
I feel more motivated to tackle the day and more optimistic. I feel less sluggish and like I am overwhelmed with work.
Yesterday I had my English midterm and I feel pretty good about it.
For the next few weeks I have a few deadlines and tasks:
o インタビューといとさん １４：００
o インタビューのスクリプトは金曜日が締切りです。
o Begin working on next math section
o Medieval Message board due 10/11 and 10/14
o Japanese midterm project due 10/17
o First Draft of Medieval essay due 11/6
o Test 3 Math 11/07
o First draft of the Eighteenth Century novel final research essay due 11/28
o Final copy of ECN research essay due 12/03
I have to really focus hard. Lately I have also been wondering if it is the right decision to keep schooling in Miami. At first, it was really fun and I wasn't think completely about the amount of money it has taken.
Loans every semester and extra money...
I can't get a job since I go back during most breaks and for the summer. Is it possible to take a break and do some classes online instead?
I am not sure...I don't have much time to consider it either. If I took classes online I wouldn't have to take out loans anymore and would even get money back. However, I would leave all my friends here...and some classes I can't take online for my degree.
I am really not sure...
Do I just tough it out for awhile?
I feel a little at a crossroads...
Lately I have just been thinking a lot.
I need to renenergize myself though and prioritize a little more.
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