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POSTED ON: 2012年9月24日月曜日 @ 6:21 | 0 comments
Lately I have just been very tired and hungry!
It is a terrible combination.
Although I have a lot of things on my mind, I feel a little more relieved than the last time I blogged.
Over the weekend I spoke to ジョン which helped to relieve my mind a bit. We discussed about this week and the original plans for my birthday.
A lot of things have been happening and changing so I was worried about telling him my thoughts lately. He was very flexible though and that really made me feel better.
I need to prioritize and not sleep away the things that I need to face or attend to. I tend to get that way when I feel overwhelmed..I just sleep a lot. I feel mentally tired so I feel physically exhausted.
Now I am watching Looney Toons and taking a break from some of my assignments.
The weekend wasn't too productive but Sunday was. I got a lot of work done and I plan on continuing with that pattern for the rest of the day.
I slept so much yesterday during the day that I feel pretty awake and motivated now to get some stuff done. Might as well not waste that energy.
I have two big worries right now...
Financial & Family.
My Grandmother apparently is very sick and my mom just messaged me about needing to make a trip to see her soon. She lives up state and I know my mom doesn't have the money to go see her. Set aside from the money, I also know that my mom must be pretty upset right now too.
I had a pretty strange coincidence this morning too. I turned on the tv and got caught up watching a black and white movie. It just looked interesting so I kept watching. The wife's name in it was Doris, my grandmother's name and I just thought it was a really strange coincidence.
Doris isn't a common name at all, you know?
Financially a lot has happened. I feel like I am being stretched pretty thin and I feel helpless because I am not in the position to get a job.
I am also quite worried about my dad because he is dealing with a lot right now too. It all makes me feel selfish for feeling upset about anything that is going on with me.
I feel content, maybe because I am thinking a little clearer and I don't have a migraine anymore. The past few days I haven't physically been in top shape either.
I am pleased though because I have been pretty productive and have a couple plans for today than will help everything smooth out.
After rain always comes shine, so I am being positive.
I feel like lately my mind has just been unnecessarily heavy!
Anyways, this post became longer and more personal than I wanted it too!
ラベル: 家族, 考え, 秋学期
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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心配して、たくさん考えています。。
POSTED ON: 2012年9月24日月曜日 @ 6:21 | 0 comments
Lately I have just been very tired and hungry!
It is a terrible combination.
Although I have a lot of things on my mind, I feel a little more relieved than the last time I blogged.
Over the weekend I spoke to ジョン which helped to relieve my mind a bit. We discussed about this week and the original plans for my birthday.
A lot of things have been happening and changing so I was worried about telling him my thoughts lately. He was very flexible though and that really made me feel better.
I need to prioritize and not sleep away the things that I need to face or attend to. I tend to get that way when I feel overwhelmed..I just sleep a lot. I feel mentally tired so I feel physically exhausted.
Now I am watching Looney Toons and taking a break from some of my assignments.
The weekend wasn't too productive but Sunday was. I got a lot of work done and I plan on continuing with that pattern for the rest of the day.
I slept so much yesterday during the day that I feel pretty awake and motivated now to get some stuff done. Might as well not waste that energy.
I have two big worries right now...
Financial & Family.
My Grandmother apparently is very sick and my mom just messaged me about needing to make a trip to see her soon. She lives up state and I know my mom doesn't have the money to go see her. Set aside from the money, I also know that my mom must be pretty upset right now too.
I had a pretty strange coincidence this morning too. I turned on the tv and got caught up watching a black and white movie. It just looked interesting so I kept watching. The wife's name in it was Doris, my grandmother's name and I just thought it was a really strange coincidence.
Doris isn't a common name at all, you know?
Financially a lot has happened. I feel like I am being stretched pretty thin and I feel helpless because I am not in the position to get a job.
I am also quite worried about my dad because he is dealing with a lot right now too. It all makes me feel selfish for feeling upset about anything that is going on with me.
I feel content, maybe because I am thinking a little clearer and I don't have a migraine anymore. The past few days I haven't physically been in top shape either.
I am pleased though because I have been pretty productive and have a couple plans for today than will help everything smooth out.
After rain always comes shine, so I am being positive.
I feel like lately my mind has just been unnecessarily heavy!
Anyways, this post became longer and more personal than I wanted it too!
ラベル: 家族, 考え, 秋学期
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