「Thoughtful。。。」 (-ω-;)ｳｰﾝ
POSTED ON: 2012年1月22日日曜日 @ 7:41 | 0 comments
おはようございます～
Already It's morning..it seems like it came so quickly!
The past few days have been busy and I want to write about them more but right now there are a couple things really on my mind.
I think my thoughts will inevitably change as I think on them too.
Yesterday was nice. I was exhausted and slept a lot of the day. Later I joined my sister and friend for dinner. I needed to study so I came with them to an empty classroom.
They told me my ex and another friend were coming. I didn't mind, I did ask many times if they thought it would be awkward.
Since I wasn't invited I didn't feel comfortable about the idea and felt like I should just come back to study by myself.
In the end things turned out fine. I spoke a lot with my ex. I care about him a lot, because I feel like he has told me many personal things that I hope work out well for him.
Seeing him slightly sad made me a little weak and sad (inevitably ne?) but I know I can't help my feelings. I will do almost anything to make other people feel happy.
I didn't mind listening and it was really pleasant actually.
I still feel like there are some things I need to clear up though.
This is where the tricky part comes in..
you know?
I am not ready to date yet or again, I am accepting that. I am not ready to fully give my time, attention and feelings to someone just yet.
I am really happy I have such great friends. I am really happy that him and I can still hang out together too.
I admire his drive to change himself too.
Now, my thoughts on other things?
Hm, I feel like I need to get things off my back.
彼と話さなくちゃいけません。話したい。話したい。
でも、早いね？ ちょっと早い。。
どうしようかな。。
本心はちょっとちがう。。My feelings are complicated about it.
I feel like I need to say somethings though.
ブログでは今ちょっと注意しなくちゃいけません。
あなたの幸せを祈ります。
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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「Thoughtful。。。」 (-ω-;)ｳｰﾝ
POSTED ON: 2012年1月22日日曜日 @ 7:41 | 0 comments
おはようございます～
Already It's morning..it seems like it came so quickly!
The past few days have been busy and I want to write about them more but right now there are a couple things really on my mind.
I think my thoughts will inevitably change as I think on them too.
Yesterday was nice. I was exhausted and slept a lot of the day. Later I joined my sister and friend for dinner. I needed to study so I came with them to an empty classroom.
They told me my ex and another friend were coming. I didn't mind, I did ask many times if they thought it would be awkward.
Since I wasn't invited I didn't feel comfortable about the idea and felt like I should just come back to study by myself.
In the end things turned out fine. I spoke a lot with my ex. I care about him a lot, because I feel like he has told me many personal things that I hope work out well for him.
Seeing him slightly sad made me a little weak and sad (inevitably ne?) but I know I can't help my feelings. I will do almost anything to make other people feel happy.
I didn't mind listening and it was really pleasant actually.
I still feel like there are some things I need to clear up though.
This is where the tricky part comes in..
you know?
I am not ready to date yet or again, I am accepting that. I am not ready to fully give my time, attention and feelings to someone just yet.
I am really happy I have such great friends. I am really happy that him and I can still hang out together too.
I admire his drive to change himself too.
Now, my thoughts on other things?
Hm, I feel like I need to get things off my back.
彼と話さなくちゃいけません。話したい。話したい。
でも、早いね？ ちょっと早い。。
どうしようかな。。
本心はちょっとちがう。。My feelings are complicated about it.
I feel like I need to say somethings though.
ブログでは今ちょっと注意しなくちゃいけません。
あなたの幸せを祈ります。
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