『Mixed Feelings』
POSTED ON: 2012年1月4日水曜日 @ 23:11 | 0 comments
A lot happened today. Some of it wasn't easy but overall, I feel like the day went pretty well.
The first thing on my mind: I broke up with my boyfriend. To me, I realized I was thinking way too much about whether or not I was ready to be in a relationship. After thinking a lot about it and almost splitting up twice, today my mind was made up.
He is a very caring and wonderful person but I don't think I am ready to be in a relationship yet and romantic feelings were not developing in the way I thought they should..
I hate to sound selfish, but my mind feelings a lot less heavy now. I am not ready for the complications that come with a relationship yet.
Yesterday night I was up pretty late with my sister and my friend Key. We are determined to learn the dance to JYJ's Mission. It is really cool!
So, we studied the first little bit of the song and then all decided to make a 3am run to Dunkin' Donuts.
I probably didn't fall asleep until 7am and woke up to a friend texting me. We had made plans the night before to go shopping together.
I jumped out of bed and we made a couple plans.
First the Mall then Kohl's and swing by a nice Tea place near campus.
In the mall I was surprised to actually find a shirt I liked!
How is it? I am a sucker for Disney stuff, especially Mickey Mouse products!
We checked a couple places and maybe I have come across a struck of good luck. I don't want to mention it too much because I am nervous that I will somehow chase my luck away if that makes sense.
Generally speaking, I will know after Friday afternoon. Please pray for me!
We shopped for quite awhile then went to the special tea house. The atmosphere here is really nice. My pictures don't do justice to it..really..
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| Dongsaengie with the tea! |
So, we ordered some lunch and talked for quite awhile. The prices were pretty fair and the food was great. Their tea is extremely fragrant and fresh.
At first we were thinking about going back home but at the last minute we decided to head over to one last store anyways. I didn't find anything but Wrenn found something nice. After we walked around the plaza and talked.
The whole plaza still had a Christmas feel to it (even playing Christmas music) so it was very nice.
Beautiful right? The atmosphere was really amazing. I wish I had brought my camera with me...
Now, my mind is on my tasks for tomorrow and the things I want to complete.
Call and fill out the application for Friday
Secret Santa preparation
Go to the gym and clear my mind
Buy my books for the new semester
Skype with my grandmother
I will do my best to stay focused!
ラベル: 2012, clothes, feelings, life, relationships, shopping, university, work, 仕事, 大学, 冬休み, 友達
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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『Mixed Feelings』
POSTED ON: 2012年1月4日水曜日 @ 23:11 | 0 comments
A lot happened today. Some of it wasn't easy but overall, I feel like the day went pretty well.
The first thing on my mind: I broke up with my boyfriend. To me, I realized I was thinking way too much about whether or not I was ready to be in a relationship. After thinking a lot about it and almost splitting up twice, today my mind was made up.
He is a very caring and wonderful person but I don't think I am ready to be in a relationship yet and romantic feelings were not developing in the way I thought they should..
I hate to sound selfish, but my mind feelings a lot less heavy now. I am not ready for the complications that come with a relationship yet.
Yesterday night I was up pretty late with my sister and my friend Key. We are determined to learn the dance to JYJ's Mission. It is really cool!
So, we studied the first little bit of the song and then all decided to make a 3am run to Dunkin' Donuts.
I probably didn't fall asleep until 7am and woke up to a friend texting me. We had made plans the night before to go shopping together.
I jumped out of bed and we made a couple plans.
First the Mall then Kohl's and swing by a nice Tea place near campus.
In the mall I was surprised to actually find a shirt I liked!
How is it? I am a sucker for Disney stuff, especially Mickey Mouse products!
We checked a couple places and maybe I have come across a struck of good luck. I don't want to mention it too much because I am nervous that I will somehow chase my luck away if that makes sense.
Generally speaking, I will know after Friday afternoon. Please pray for me!
We shopped for quite awhile then went to the special tea house. The atmosphere here is really nice. My pictures don't do justice to it..really..
|
| Dongsaengie with the tea! |
So, we ordered some lunch and talked for quite awhile. The prices were pretty fair and the food was great. Their tea is extremely fragrant and fresh.
At first we were thinking about going back home but at the last minute we decided to head over to one last store anyways. I didn't find anything but Wrenn found something nice. After we walked around the plaza and talked.
The whole plaza still had a Christmas feel to it (even playing Christmas music) so it was very nice.
Beautiful right? The atmosphere was really amazing. I wish I had brought my camera with me...
Now, my mind is on my tasks for tomorrow and the things I want to complete.
Call and fill out the application for Friday
Secret Santa preparation
Go to the gym and clear my mind
Buy my books for the new semester
Skype with my grandmother
I will do my best to stay focused!
ラベル: 2012, clothes, feelings, life, relationships, shopping, university, work, 仕事, 大学, 冬休み, 友達
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