Damned if you do damned if you don't
POSTED ON: 2012年1月24日火曜日 @ 6:48 | 1 comments
I don't think my own feelings have ever made me feel so crappy before.
Yesterday I was really tired. So, so tired at the end of the day.
I missed my class, again and hadn't realized I hadn't eaten at all.
The night before I was up studying with my sister and helping her out, also studying for my classes.
I had in my mind what I wanted to say, no regrets just things that I needed to say.
I didn't do it to make something come of it, I did it because I thought I owed it to myself.
Now, I really wonder how long it has been since I have felt this crappy over telling someone about how I feel.
My head feels heavy from it. I don't want to upset anyone. I am trying to do my best and keep everyone happy while maybe only compromising a little of my own.
Maybe they were stupid things to say, but I said them and with no negative intentions.
I don't want to hurt anyone else but I want to be happy too.
Really, today I feel just tired.
I need to focus more on my classes.
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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Damned if you do damned if you don't
POSTED ON: 2012年1月24日火曜日 @ 6:48 | 1 comments
I don't think my own feelings have ever made me feel so crappy before.
Yesterday I was really tired. So, so tired at the end of the day.
I missed my class, again and hadn't realized I hadn't eaten at all.
The night before I was up studying with my sister and helping her out, also studying for my classes.
I had in my mind what I wanted to say, no regrets just things that I needed to say.
I didn't do it to make something come of it, I did it because I thought I owed it to myself.
Now, I really wonder how long it has been since I have felt this crappy over telling someone about how I feel.
My head feels heavy from it. I don't want to upset anyone. I am trying to do my best and keep everyone happy while maybe only compromising a little of my own.
Maybe they were stupid things to say, but I said them and with no negative intentions.
I don't want to hurt anyone else but I want to be happy too.
Really, today I feel just tired.
I need to focus more on my classes.
ラベル: classes, college, feelings, focus, school, spring semester, thoughts
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