Rain~Rain~ Go away
POSTED ON: 2011年6月18日土曜日 @ 19:03 | 1 comments
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| ドンキン先生！ |
This morning I woke up and felt really conflicted. Tomorrow is Father's Day but I had a lot of studying to do. I had been thinking about since yesterday and I really didn't know what to do.
My exams are all next week (one Monday morning) and I knew I would need all day today and tomorrow to study for them. I had promised my dad I would come visit this weekend and I have never missed Father's Day before.
It was really difficult calling him to explain to him. I knew he was really disappointed to hear it but I had no choice.
Next weekend is his birthday so I will just have to make it up to him then.
I spent the whole morning working on my online classes. I am about halfway through the material I need to cover for Monday's exam. I will continue tonight and I plan to finish it so I can review tomorrow.
This morning I also spoke with としくん too. We haven't been able to fully talk for about three days now and before that it was only briefly.
When we spoke he apologized a lot and explained he was really busy. He has two jobs at the moment, one which is a little more labor so of course I can understand his situation.
He just said, please endure with me now and I promise Winter vacation will be really nice.
That really made me feel better though. Subconsciously I think I was associating with things in the past. I don't compare this relationship and the last one, but I was afraid it was turning into an early similar situation.
He really relieved my mind and tomorrow morning around 10:00am we will talk a little.
I miss him like crazy 
This afternoon I took a break from studying and ran some errands for my mom. I also helped her in the garden a little bit too because the work is a lot easier for me.
Tonight I will continue studying and maybe watch a little of a drama.
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| 新しいタトゥー |
Pardon the skin in the picture! It is a little embarrassing to put up on my blog even.
Sorry!
This is my new tattoo. It is in the same spot as my other and now I think I am finished with tattoos. I am really pleased with it.
ラベル: 2011, dad, Father's Day, garden, life, mom, studies, tattoo, work, お母さん, タトゥー, 試験, 人生, 勉強
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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Rain~Rain~ Go away
POSTED ON: 2011年6月18日土曜日 @ 19:03 | 1 comments
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| ドンキン先生！ |
This morning I woke up and felt really conflicted. Tomorrow is Father's Day but I had a lot of studying to do. I had been thinking about since yesterday and I really didn't know what to do.
My exams are all next week (one Monday morning) and I knew I would need all day today and tomorrow to study for them. I had promised my dad I would come visit this weekend and I have never missed Father's Day before.
It was really difficult calling him to explain to him. I knew he was really disappointed to hear it but I had no choice.
Next weekend is his birthday so I will just have to make it up to him then.
I spent the whole morning working on my online classes. I am about halfway through the material I need to cover for Monday's exam. I will continue tonight and I plan to finish it so I can review tomorrow.
This morning I also spoke with としくん too. We haven't been able to fully talk for about three days now and before that it was only briefly.
When we spoke he apologized a lot and explained he was really busy. He has two jobs at the moment, one which is a little more labor so of course I can understand his situation.
He just said, please endure with me now and I promise Winter vacation will be really nice.
That really made me feel better though. Subconsciously I think I was associating with things in the past. I don't compare this relationship and the last one, but I was afraid it was turning into an early similar situation.
He really relieved my mind and tomorrow morning around 10:00am we will talk a little.
I miss him like crazy
This afternoon I took a break from studying and ran some errands for my mom. I also helped her in the garden a little bit too because the work is a lot easier for me.
Tonight I will continue studying and maybe watch a little of a drama.
|
| 新しいタトゥー |
Pardon the skin in the picture! It is a little embarrassing to put up on my blog even. Sorry!
This is my new tattoo. It is in the same spot as my other and now I think I am finished with tattoos. I am really pleased with it.
ラベル: 2011, dad, Father's Day, garden, life, mom, studies, tattoo, work, お母さん, タトゥー, 試験, 人生, 勉強
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