めんどくさい

POSTED ON: 2011年6月6日月曜日 @ 10:07 | 1 comments

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今日試験がある。

Titusvilleに行きたくない

I have my second exam today for my MGF class. Honestly, I really don't want to go. 

Maybe it will be fine but I don't feel too confident today.Image and video hosting by TinyPic

I also have my next STA exam this Friday and a quiz on Wednesday.
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At the moment my overall grades are fine but I am getting a little nervous.

I have no choice but to do well this time and it is really important!
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Yesterday I felt a little hassled.Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Honestly, it almost made me feel like I was doing something wrong. These thoughts exclude my sister, but, I feel like both of these relationships I have had no one takes seriously.

It is like, some people kind of smile and shake their heads at me.

I am already not as confident as I would like to be because of my last relationship. I didn't think I would be this way until I started getting actual feelings for him. You know, investing time talking with him and listening to his personal life.

I am really not trying to jump into anything (everyone should know that) but I really felt stupid yesterday when I kind of got mocked.

Talking with him I wanted to also say something. 

After we spoke on skype we texted a little after because it was still early. I explained that I felt kind of nervous because of my last relationship. I know saying something like "because my last relationship sucked I am afraid there is a chance it will happen again" isn't very trusting of me.

I explained I was just trying to be honest with him. His answer to me was really sweet and made me feel much better though. Image and video hosting by TinyPic

I really don't doubt his feelings. He is a very genuine person. 

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