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POSTED ON: 2009年4月28日火曜日 @ 15:17 | 0 comments
Very appropriate title today because that is what I feel like I am doing. Despite the fact that I am taking some time out to type up a blog. I just feel like I should though.First and foremost, school has been killer. Just very difficult to keep up with work without getting up early or sacrificing sleep. I need to be better disciplined though too (^^;;)
I have had a lot of things on my mind though too-particularly Shou. Just very very thoughtful. Using my worry dolls a lot and just really hoping things are going well. Makes it seem dramatic huh? But, maybe not so much I am still worried as hell. You know? This blog will slowly learn..I am a very worrisome person. Somedays I think I just need to sit and clear my mind (just not think of anything)
But besides that---I just miss Shou like hell (laugh) A lot, a lot.
Today I signed up for my AP exams, (The 8th and 13th!) Gosh, they are so soon. I studied a lot of Japanese in my spare time too, which was very very nice. I haven't gotten a chance to look over my book in more then a week.
I learned some grammer, a few new words and just tried my best to make sentences. I have had such difficulty and now I feel more confident. I think, looking at it for the hundredth time now, it finally makes sense.
(Ex: I always make dinner with my mother and my husband)
[S O V]<----------- (Just to help remind me) Itsumo haha to shujin to bangohan o tsukurimasu
It was just simpler sentences like that I felt pretty good. I got some wrong and some right. I have to think about them but it is slowly getting easier.
There was some new vocabulary and always the important verbs; Kimasu, Kaerimasu and Ikimasu. I am still getting the hang of e and ni. They kind of confuse me.
Overall, I want to study some more tonight and in my free time tomorrow. I have a lot of studies tonight though, so I'm not sure. I don't want to not go to the gym but my studies are more important. Damn I am getting lazy...(declining in life)
But, my perfect schedule would be:
- Gym
- European Studies
- Math Studies
- Law Studies
- Japanese Studies
- Dinner
- Talk to Shou
- Studies (Just anything not completed really)
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