When to Begin Studies?
POSTED ON: 2009年4月19日日曜日 @ 15:14 | 1 comments
The answer is right now but I look at the pages and open the book with such a distressed expression (x__x') *laugh* You know? I have to read so much and half of it I am not even sure where to look. I am a little nervous I must admit and I feel about as large as a house, what an annoying feeling so I want to head down to the gym in an hour or so.I feel like my time has escaped me again. Go figure, it seems to slip away really easily. I had a good day though so far, stayed up late and got up early. Even so, the day has felt so short. I wish it was 1.00am again *sigh* But besides that, I got some leisurely activites done today.This morning my mom got me up early and we went to like..an open air market? Something similiar to that. There were people outside doing historical reinactments of a Scottish Regiment from the eighteenth century. I watched for the history lesson but most of it was just about the musket so I lost interest.Looking through the market my mom got books and plants while I found a cheap necklace I liked a lot.
We didn't stay for very long, we were just talking a lot about things. I came back home and have just been very thoughtful. Not about bad things but I need to get a lot done today and I am trying to think of how to divide my time. I really have been in the mood to write something as well but instead I was messing around with photoshop brushes...Today hasn't been very productive and the trash wont take itself out I guess (..because out of the three of us in the house I am the only one who ever does..) But, I'll stop typing soon and maybe I'll have to forfeit the gym to finish my studies. That is more important and I just need to get over this whole"pity-me-low-self-esteem" crap. I am not sure why, I just want it to go away. I think I haven't been working out very well and my body is feeling it, the only thing that worries me is if I am actually gaining a significant amount of weight. I don't know, I really don't.But besides that stupid stuff, I feel alright. I always have such high goals for myself on the weekend and I always end up spending it mostly with leisure. (I really need better discipline) I will feel better if I do some more responsible things, keep busy instead of play around on the computer.For the rest of the day and night I only have a few goals:- Finish my AP Euro homework (3/4hr.)
- Take the AP Mock Exam Questions (1hr.)
- Excercise? (1hr.)
- Clean up more (..I did earlier but..) (1 hr.)
Even with such a simple list the hours add up to potentially 7 hours. It is already 15.29 now!! I am so good with guessing time but I can never control it well enough (the irony *laugh*)
ラベル: exercise, goals, gym, jewlery, market, ユチョン, 東方神起
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When to Begin Studies?
POSTED ON: 2009年4月19日日曜日 @ 15:14 | 1 comments
The answer is right now but I look at the pages and open the book with such a distressed expression (x__x') *laugh* You know? I have to read so much and half of it I am not even sure where to look. I am a little nervous I must admit and I feel about as large as a house, what an annoying feeling so I want to head down to the gym in an hour or so.I feel like my time has escaped me again. Go figure, it seems to slip away really easily. I had a good day though so far, stayed up late and got up early. Even so, the day has felt so short. I wish it was 1.00am again *sigh* But besides that, I got some leisurely activites done today.This morning my mom got me up early and we went to like..an open air market? Something similiar to that. There were people outside doing historical reinactments of a Scottish Regiment from the eighteenth century. I watched for the history lesson but most of it was just about the musket so I lost interest.Looking through the market my mom got books and plants while I found a cheap necklace I liked a lot.
We didn't stay for very long, we were just talking a lot about things. I came back home and have just been very thoughtful. Not about bad things but I need to get a lot done today and I am trying to think of how to divide my time. I really have been in the mood to write something as well but instead I was messing around with photoshop brushes...Today hasn't been very productive and the trash wont take itself out I guess (..because out of the three of us in the house I am the only one who ever does..) But, I'll stop typing soon and maybe I'll have to forfeit the gym to finish my studies. That is more important and I just need to get over this whole"pity-me-low-self-esteem" crap. I am not sure why, I just want it to go away. I think I haven't been working out very well and my body is feeling it, the only thing that worries me is if I am actually gaining a significant amount of weight. I don't know, I really don't.But besides that stupid stuff, I feel alright. I always have such high goals for myself on the weekend and I always end up spending it mostly with leisure. (I really need better discipline) I will feel better if I do some more responsible things, keep busy instead of play around on the computer.For the rest of the day and night I only have a few goals:- Finish my AP Euro homework (3/4hr.)
- Take the AP Mock Exam Questions (1hr.)
- Excercise? (1hr.)
- Clean up more (..I did earlier but..) (1 hr.)
Even with such a simple list the hours add up to potentially 7 hours. It is already 15.29 now!! I am so good with guessing time but I can never control it well enough (the irony *laugh*)
ラベル: exercise, goals, gym, jewlery, market, ユチョン, 東方神起
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