「Heavy Thoughts」
POSTED ON: 2012年2月15日水曜日 @ 20:51 | 0 comments
Today I think my sleepiness finally hit me. Really, I completely crashed.
I didn't hear any of my alarms and I had no motivation to get out of bed either.
Really, I had no motivation to leave my bed.
The night time has been a little difficult for me too the past few nights.
I keep getting an overwhelming feeling and restlessness.
I feel super lonely too and it doesn't seem to matter if I speak to someone or not.
It isn't anything new and I sometimes just begin to feel this way.
I usually just need to sleep it off though.
Today I had a quiz that was pretty stressful. Thankfully the review was very helpful and after class I even hooked up with a friend to start studying for the midterm exam.
Overall though I need to catch up a little. I just feel overwhelmed in this sense because I feel like I have so much to do in the near future and not exactly sure where to start.
I know that it is this feeling that is intimidating me into even beginning the harder parts of the work.
I really need to focus my time and energy a little better though.
After class I also stayed back with some friends to chat a little. To be honest, the conversation grew quite heavy.
I was really reminded of how young I am, how long I have to go and also how small I am compared to the huge world.
It wasn't intimidating but I felt a lot of my friends burdens suddenly shifting onto my shoulders. It made me reevaluate what I considered "problems" as well.
It was refreshing to hear such confident and head strong people talk. I am usually not surrounded by it and although I couldn't relate fully I felt really interested.
My mind is still a little numb after talking with them to be honest.
Tonight and tomorrow I have some very important goals.
I feel like one of my weaknesses is ignoring certain things when they became difficult. I will ignore them in the meantime until the very last minute and make things twenty times more difficult for myself.
So, tonight I want to work a little and focus my mind. Tomorrow I also want to study and take complete advantage of the day. I am leaving for the weekend so I really need to be focused.
ラベル: 2012, feelings, life, studies, thoughts, 考え, 春学期, 勉強
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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「Heavy Thoughts」
POSTED ON: 2012年2月15日水曜日 @ 20:51 | 0 comments
Today I think my sleepiness finally hit me. Really, I completely crashed.
I didn't hear any of my alarms and I had no motivation to get out of bed either.
Really, I had no motivation to leave my bed.
The night time has been a little difficult for me too the past few nights.
I keep getting an overwhelming feeling and restlessness.
I feel super lonely too and it doesn't seem to matter if I speak to someone or not.
It isn't anything new and I sometimes just begin to feel this way.
I usually just need to sleep it off though.
Today I had a quiz that was pretty stressful. Thankfully the review was very helpful and after class I even hooked up with a friend to start studying for the midterm exam.
Overall though I need to catch up a little. I just feel overwhelmed in this sense because I feel like I have so much to do in the near future and not exactly sure where to start.
I know that it is this feeling that is intimidating me into even beginning the harder parts of the work.
I really need to focus my time and energy a little better though.
After class I also stayed back with some friends to chat a little. To be honest, the conversation grew quite heavy.
I was really reminded of how young I am, how long I have to go and also how small I am compared to the huge world.
It wasn't intimidating but I felt a lot of my friends burdens suddenly shifting onto my shoulders. It made me reevaluate what I considered "problems" as well.
It was refreshing to hear such confident and head strong people talk. I am usually not surrounded by it and although I couldn't relate fully I felt really interested.
My mind is still a little numb after talking with them to be honest.
Tonight and tomorrow I have some very important goals.
I feel like one of my weaknesses is ignoring certain things when they became difficult. I will ignore them in the meantime until the very last minute and make things twenty times more difficult for myself.
So, tonight I want to work a little and focus my mind. Tomorrow I also want to study and take complete advantage of the day. I am leaving for the weekend so I really need to be focused.
ラベル: 2012, feelings, life, studies, thoughts, 考え, 春学期, 勉強
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