「あんしん」☆ Peaceful Morning
POSTED ON: 2010年6月1日火曜日 @ 1:26 | 2 comments
There is a lot I could write about but I think it's mostly just rambling.
At the moment I feel so at peace. I wish I could share this feeling with someone, it's just really nice.
Listening to soft music, vanilla Morning star inscents and dim lighting.
It's really very peaceful. Today was relaxing and a little troublesome.
My mom was feeling down, so I bought her a rose for when she wakes up.
It has the note "Cheer Up! We love you!" on it. I set it next to the coffee pot in a vase and I think she will like it.
We spoke earlier, all three of us but I wanted her to wake up not feeling so stressed out. She can't make it to orientation because of finances and it's understandable. I don't feel bad at all over it, work is really important but I know she feels a little bad...
Orientation is very soon too! I have been thinking a lot about it. I'm not scared-actually just anxious and interested.
Tonight I took some photos. My hair isn't as terrible as I thought it was! I really hated it after it got cut...
I have had some troubling thoughts lately but they were somewhat like a blessing in disguise. It is amazing how things can make you think "Aigooo, how could I feel that about ____!"
I wish I didn't react on my first feeling or emotions sometime because I always end up becoming more stable later on anyways~
I feel...content and strong. It's been a battle in someways. I'm not complaining, but I think this experience has made my mind a little clearer.
Tomorrow れん is coming over for a fun day. Well-kind of! We are going to exercise and listen to music. I really need this kind of day though, I've been thinking a lot lately about my health.
I've also been thinking a lot lately about love and dating, I know, it's embarrassing for me to admit too!
恥ずかしいだよ I haven't been on a proper date or been courted before. The feeling must be wonderful...I wonder what it is like to have someone that does things for you?
♥
ラベル: school, studies, あんしん
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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「あんしん」☆ Peaceful Morning
POSTED ON: 2010年6月1日火曜日 @ 1:26 | 2 comments
There is a lot I could write about but I think it's mostly just rambling.
At the moment I feel so at peace. I wish I could share this feeling with someone, it's just really nice.
Listening to soft music, vanilla Morning star inscents and dim lighting.
It's really very peaceful. Today was relaxing and a little troublesome.
My mom was feeling down, so I bought her a rose for when she wakes up.
It has the note "Cheer Up! We love you!" on it. I set it next to the coffee pot in a vase and I think she will like it.
We spoke earlier, all three of us but I wanted her to wake up not feeling so stressed out. She can't make it to orientation because of finances and it's understandable. I don't feel bad at all over it, work is really important but I know she feels a little bad...
Orientation is very soon too! I have been thinking a lot about it. I'm not scared-actually just anxious and interested.
Tonight I took some photos. My hair isn't as terrible as I thought it was! I really hated it after it got cut...
I have had some troubling thoughts lately but they were somewhat like a blessing in disguise. It is amazing how things can make you think "Aigooo, how could I feel that about ____!"
I wish I didn't react on my first feeling or emotions sometime because I always end up becoming more stable later on anyways~
I feel...content and strong. It's been a battle in someways. I'm not complaining, but I think this experience has made my mind a little clearer.
Tomorrow れん is coming over for a fun day. Well-kind of! We are going to exercise and listen to music. I really need this kind of day though, I've been thinking a lot lately about my health.
I've also been thinking a lot lately about love and dating, I know, it's embarrassing for me to admit too!
恥ずかしいだよ I haven't been on a proper date or been courted before. The feeling must be wonderful...I wonder what it is like to have someone that does things for you?
♥
ラベル: school, studies, あんしん
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