End of the Summer
POSTED ON: 2009年8月23日日曜日 @ 23:49 | 2 comments
Actually, it will officially be the end of my summer break in about ten minutes. It is time to go back to a regular sleeping schedule (well, as regular as mine gets), essays, studying late night and feeling like time is slipping away.
I have been thining for a few days now of creating a post that sort of..briefly mentioned some highlights and lows of the summer. Because this is not completely private, it's unecessary to be overly excessive in detail, so I wont be. Just very general.
I have finally finished my summer assignment as well and I feel a little lighter then before but still a little nervous. Now I am having thoughts like, "I could have done better right?" Always these kinds of thoughts with me even if I put all of my time and effort in it (ha)
I have goals and plenty of thoughts for this school year. Normally I'd think more about these kinds of goals with the entrance into the New Year but since school begins now, I can't hold off these thoughts until then.
Already..it feels like I don't have any school tomorrow. It is a deadly thought and I feel very much awake.
So, first, maybe back to the summer idea.
Highlights:. Spending time with Shou. Volunteering at Harris House. Studying Japanese and beginning Korean studies. Speaking to some people who I hadn't a chance too normally . Having more time to write and read. Spending more time with my mother, sister and father . Creating a plan for college, strongly developing my plans. Passing AP test results. Some new clothing. AADBSK 3The "not so good". Certain circumstances. Health Issues. Realizations. Arguments. Odd Habits/patterns
It is not good to list too many negative aspects and to be honest, I don't have that many anyways. Maybe just, some of the things that did happen were rather major. They seemed to be enough to constitute a large list of negatives (ha) but summer is over now. Forward thinking~ or atleast just trying to live day by day. (I always find it hard to concentrate my thoughts like this though)
So, today (looks at clock) will be my first day back to school. Ahh, the feeling is alright (ha) My goals for this school year are pretty straightforward though.. Less Procrastination
. Study Harder
. Retake SAT
. Get Accepted at ***
See? Very straightforward and very realistic. Every year I say these kinds of things so hopefully I will have the motivation to complete them this time.
Other than summer thoughts, I have some new thoughts as well. They have been ungoing but I think I have become more anxious and nervous than ever before.
There are some circumstances where..I just have to leave it up to fate and put everything I have (in those circumstances which I can do something about it) into the projects to get result for all of my hard work. You have to try your hardest and whatever you put out, you will get back. If you do very little, don't expect the results to be very promising..
On the instances that I have no control over..which there are quite a few too..I can only hope for the best. These are the things that make me most anxious but, things will turn out the way they are supposed to. I'll stay positive, it's the most I can do.
I am ready for the school year's new challenges though. Excited about it, because I can only improve myself and that is very, very important to me. Internally and externally.
Will I feel this inspire in the morning? Maybe not when I get up at 5.00am (haha)~
Oh and speaking of 'inspiring' I changed my desktop.
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So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure,
that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.
You learn and learn, with every goodbye you learn.
Scream your name
Your thoughts, and your cries. Be nice.
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End of the Summer
POSTED ON: 2009年8月23日日曜日 @ 23:49 | 2 comments
Actually, it will officially be the end of my summer break in about ten minutes. It is time to go back to a regular sleeping schedule (well, as regular as mine gets), essays, studying late night and feeling like time is slipping away.
I have been thining for a few days now of creating a post that sort of..briefly mentioned some highlights and lows of the summer. Because this is not completely private, it's unecessary to be overly excessive in detail, so I wont be. Just very general.
I have finally finished my summer assignment as well and I feel a little lighter then before but still a little nervous. Now I am having thoughts like, "I could have done better right?" Always these kinds of thoughts with me even if I put all of my time and effort in it (ha)
I have goals and plenty of thoughts for this school year. Normally I'd think more about these kinds of goals with the entrance into the New Year but since school begins now, I can't hold off these thoughts until then.
Already..it feels like I don't have any school tomorrow. It is a deadly thought and I feel very much awake.
So, first, maybe back to the summer idea.
Highlights:. Spending time with Shou. Volunteering at Harris House. Studying Japanese and beginning Korean studies. Speaking to some people who I hadn't a chance too normally . Having more time to write and read. Spending more time with my mother, sister and father . Creating a plan for college, strongly developing my plans. Passing AP test results. Some new clothing. AADBSK 3The "not so good". Certain circumstances. Health Issues. Realizations. Arguments. Odd Habits/patterns
It is not good to list too many negative aspects and to be honest, I don't have that many anyways. Maybe just, some of the things that did happen were rather major. They seemed to be enough to constitute a large list of negatives (ha) but summer is over now. Forward thinking~ or atleast just trying to live day by day. (I always find it hard to concentrate my thoughts like this though)
So, today (looks at clock) will be my first day back to school. Ahh, the feeling is alright (ha) My goals for this school year are pretty straightforward though.. Less Procrastination
. Study Harder
. Retake SAT
. Get Accepted at ***
See? Very straightforward and very realistic. Every year I say these kinds of things so hopefully I will have the motivation to complete them this time.
Other than summer thoughts, I have some new thoughts as well. They have been ungoing but I think I have become more anxious and nervous than ever before.
There are some circumstances where..I just have to leave it up to fate and put everything I have (in those circumstances which I can do something about it) into the projects to get result for all of my hard work. You have to try your hardest and whatever you put out, you will get back. If you do very little, don't expect the results to be very promising..
On the instances that I have no control over..which there are quite a few too..I can only hope for the best. These are the things that make me most anxious but, things will turn out the way they are supposed to. I'll stay positive, it's the most I can do.
I am ready for the school year's new challenges though. Excited about it, because I can only improve myself and that is very, very important to me. Internally and externally.
Will I feel this inspire in the morning? Maybe not when I get up at 5.00am (haha)~
Oh and speaking of 'inspiring' I changed my desktop.
ラベル: life, school
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